I am at a stage in my healing where I have had a lot of time to think about the past few years and what my mother and my ex pulled on me is beyond excusable see I did not really have a lot of time to think about it all because my housing was unstable and chaotic but now i am in a place of peace and found my tribe I am able to really figure out what is important to me, someone that gives their disabled son 20 min notice to leave in the middle of winter or would not even rent an apartment to her own son but would my ex bf is like beyond fucked in my opinion and this is my life...I just cannot have people in my life that would do that to someone since I would never do that to anyone like remotely -I have cut all the narcissists and abusers out of my life for good and bam pretty much my whole support network but I feel a huge weight off my shoulders my family is like extremely toxic all over but I am still close to most of them because they are so distant and I feel the need to be close in some way so here I am learning to be an adult at age 43 lol my mom would not even loan me $60 for cold medicine when I had covid like that is kind of fucked I just feel that my life is going great just tending to my online life and editing my 2nd book about half way through and doing a lot of art and all my side hustles and have been growing my gallery in second life its actually getting popular like in a year it could actually be income wise pretty nice once word gets around hahaha I am at a super good place in my life and its sad that these people in my life lack accountability for what they have done to me....because I have worked tirelessly to reverse my negative karma from teenage and young adult hood to become a way more stable and contributing member of canadian society a bit eccentric but that is ok lol