continuing on with my addictions work today a new day - I fell off the wagon totally yesterday cause I was up for 32 hours str8 for some reason -I tend to really like how I am creatively and otherwise totally sleep deprived sometimes but thankfully when I do want to sleep my meds zonk me out not on sleeping meds at all but a heavy sedative it is nice cause i used to have a *few* 30 hr days up a week a few years ago beyond my control I dont think I have a natural circadian sleep cycle like most people lol but I do a lot of art in this state and am hyper creative so that is a bonus factor of that state hahahaa

 I think the only real one I am battling now is smoking since I want to keep coffee and weed in my life hehe