ur happiness is only UR responsibility - u can get in a mood (we're all human) or take meds to help but you cant rely on someone else to make u happy like people choose to be 100% toxic -let them be-if you have issues and need therapy but cannot afford it start listening to a lot of positive affirmations and pretty much most of our happiness is around money so start listening to lottery and riches ones hehe it may not happen for awhile for you because you are not a twisted weirdo like all the satanists that rub it in our faces but once you step on your path to achieve vastness its bound to happen at some point for each soul in samsaric cycles - this was promised by the great mother that if you put in the work while it may not happen for 25 years IT WILL HAPPEN and a lot of people believe all rich people are bad that is unfortunate because you could be the first :) start now by donating $3 to a cat charity to help abused and homeless felines like make it babe !! a cute guy told me I would definately get into heaven before I closed my shop again on etsy what a nice thing to say to someone since I have very little interaction with people and they do not allow it. :) what a sweet thing for someone to say to another human being .... of course my response was like well why would I want to hang out with people that do not sin lol which is why most likely a drugged out raver universe is in the 4cast 4 meh lol