The thoughts given to you are not your own kind of like in the sims or from your higher self/and god and they come at multitude throughout the day so disgrace god or whatever and make wrong choices and you lessen your creativity this is why most of hollywood is simply fed scripts through their microchips for example they are void of creativity - if you join them you will only get their twisted thoughtform but operate as an escaped slave of the matrix and you have powers that nobody can imagine NPC's are VOID of creativity and they hate anyone that has it with a passion and will do anything they can do to destroy that person