people in mui life start out okay but at some point they are threatened or I suspect totally replaced with another supporting role crisis actor and totally turn against me in a heartbeat and I live in a world with about 10% of family loyalty where in most peoples its 110% I longed for this to change but it never will -I do not have to worry about like killing every known being on earth or really my family leading me back to this place...all I have to worry about is myself and my own choices...I feed hungry animals and help a lot of people have zero criminal record reasonable credit score 21 blogs have done 17k pieces of art - have 2.5 books and 40 .com domains and have won over $70,000 in cash and random junk from my contesting since i started and I have 6 galleries and a professional management consultancy in second life hahaha I will be ok....just worry about your singular soul like if they ever say oh if you dont choose me you will literally cause millions of people to die that is totally unfair like its only your own soul -the great mother would never place a burden on you like oh you are going to decimate a whole planet lmao