the only thing that saved me last time from offing myself was a christian church (just being in christs house) which is a paradox to a buddhist and a gay male -I guess I am an atheist buddhist pope + christian devotee (toilet cleaner) with a bit of a bunch of the others hahaha like don't ever fucken make anybody mess with your spirituality personally like it is what it is for you and you only you dont have to justify or explain it even if you are part wicca part islam part buddhist part pagan part christian part islamic like its all good :) even if you dont want to have anything to do with any of it but it does help to believe in "something" :) what I cant stand tho is these fake christians that go around saying the myanmar earthquake is because they don't pray to the one lord and savior bullshit like fucking get lost flake tons in the USA and they are all smelly pervs