Virtual Ministry Archive

I was going to take on another $300 in revolving credit like convincing myself oh you can buy all this nice stuff see I only have one $300 credit card and paying off my total debts in two months and its so funny the brain I just resisted and told myself NO like a toddler lol better off in the long run just really set on paying my bills these days paying back what I spent and owe therefore they karmically have nothing on me, but yeah deffo not a minister that lives in an $80M mansion lol

The nazis would loan you $5000 so you are completely enslaved by them- hello?

for the most part my past relationships were pretty fair financially like paid rent and 50/50 never just charged it to boyfriends credit card hahaha I paid my own way. as always :)

Like even if you cant really manage what you are given and are a few thousand in debt- like they are going to give you even more - most of us cannot manage $1-5K if given a month 
its only the very few that actually thrive with what they are given

SHOW them that you will be able to manage your money appropriately and you will be given even more- show them that you are serious about paying off debts and making sure you are fed over your addictions and you have money left over to send toys to a young person in your life....that despite your handout or wage you thrived and excelled they will be more than happy to lift you up in tiny ways :) I could not really see them like you are used to under $2000 a month going up to $78,000 a month in annuity 
hahaha like most likely just baby steps but hey you never know 
I just feel like the beings that watch over us are rigid and calculating like oh he cant even manage a $1000 credit card how will he manage $2M lol 
but honestly everyone has their quirks like if you spend all your money in 5 minutes the knowledge of that is really good to work with it does not mean you are bad with money it just means you have so little to work with that you know exactly where it is going but you can make lifelong decisions and still spend your money in five minutes by like taking out a 20 year indexed  annuity to make sure you are okay in all that time, people are always like oh he is a gambler or drug addict he will lose it all -um hell no go to hell lmao