I don't have anything to worry about or be ashamed about because I have never done anything wrong and my intentions are pure in this life and I will always be protected and guided because of good merit and xtreme life lessons realized - people I know have had issues with my sexuality or past and like I am probably a sexuality to be studied - I don't have any hidden fetishes I have not even been on the dark web I dont like secretly harbour fantasies for anything fringe just because I am asexual and gay does not mean I am secretly straight and ashamed or hiding anything....I tend to not really think about it more than a digital sexuality and I practice methods of cycling all that and other energies I receive from countless hot young men (and women-& people that don't identify as a gender or even human? lol ) looking at my blogs and art into my meditation and this is the nature of an asexual celibate buddhist monk at work -nothing to be weary of or scared about or fearful my whole outlook is great and pure and I really appreciate all the effort I personally have put into this world...