I resigned a I will be okay just was not expecting all this so close to my bday oh well april is always so crazy I dont really need the job I have a rental subsidy and pension it was super cool to work in a church hehe

was stressed about going to work tonight lol I guess I will just stay home

 will need less ativan now which is nice 

shit gives me a weird senior citizen vertigo 

but helps me get out of the house 

be suspicious of anybody that knocks pharmaceuticals

gonna convert to latvian orthodox now lol

onto new things this april :) 

like....if 390,000,000 people want to buy zenophobic 

like....I won't complain or stop them in any way lmao

Everyone I encounter in a Bureaucratic or clinical sense 

has just started their position that week 

or is a major motion picture supporting role actor or actress 

and does not actually know or has knowledge of what any request I submit in person or via telephone like what to do about the most basic need at that time and usually has to ask someone or becomes hostile and combative and these Bureaucratic institutions literally do not actually exist in any form  

oh you hafta admit he wants it lol

.....

 saw this thing like 100,000,000 x thru the 80's and 90's dont really know what the fuck it was or what it was all about but this thing was like literally everywhere playing on all televisions from about 1983 -1997 guess it fell in love or something *who knows* never even watched