Little PSA, At some point you need to grow tf up. And I'm not talking about getting a job and paying bills, anyone can get a random job and pay bills... Your job doesn't define who you are as a person. I'm talking about letting go of old patterns, learning how to cope, seeking help, figuring out your life, who and what you wanna be, taking care of yourself & your own needs mentally, physically, and emotionally. Being the best version of yourself, and letting shit go that doesn't serve you anymore. Also, your past doesn't define you. Learn to make peace with it. It's who you wanna be from this day forward.