if you are ever offered a choice either to live here with material wealth and an oath to the supreme darkness to exist or to be liberated from here - fail to take the oath and get a brutal torture or death -personally the choice is up to u and u only if you want to choose whatever you will but I will state this - one hour in the most beautiful realms is far moar superior than living here forever with all your riches and millions -what has god given me? well my kittie you have yet to discover that yet why would you turn down something you know so little about? sadly a lot of young people are fast tracked to live an eternity in this place

I got a stark warning in my 20's when I paid for a psychic 

If you ever choose the dark side, you will lose everything you have gained....

I will never choose that shit and oil and stink realm ever fuck that 

just when you become a freemason you are fast tracked into the new world order 

and the hell realms are able to be travelled by freemasons 

I know you are all in pain kitties 

I know this place is 20x more challenging of when I was 20 (I am 42 now) 

Just think your way out of everything 

meditate for 20 min on something big 

you should never be rushed into things 

honestly only the idiots would choose to live here forever with $400,000,000,000

at all times....don't be one of the 100% that they have market researched across galaxies to choose what everyone else is doing 

when you get to the end point...

its just you at the huge doors 

not your momma, not your boyfriend its just you.....

don't be afraid 

choose good and greatness and patience 

and you will always be protected and guided

we are all here to learn about our mistakes that caused deaths in this life and others

but have faith that no matter how much they shame and humiliate you 

you are always welcome with the most highest energy 

so many we have lost because they were shamed into not accepting good

we are all given this evil realm due to the collective hells of slaughterhouses 

we have to remain diligent and honest in our choice making 

when I was 14-22 yrs old I was brazen crazy and totally whacked 

but I have lived through it all 

worked my butt off to make a life for myself 

and I was pre meds and pre diagnosis 

I came from a life of abuse and chaos and trauma 

and it has been a lonely painful struggle

crying beside a car in banff all night because all the hostels and hotels were closed not knowing how the hell I got there or what my motivations were

I just vowed to make better choices out of my pain 

I did not want to continue trauma abuse and pain on others

simple.