If you soulmate is not willing to love you for your shadow self there is no love to begin with like if they cannot help you work through all that they are nothing NOTHING but a blowjob machine - most of my youth and young adult hood was spent auditioning for the role of boyfriend while getting fucked endlessly with each boyfriend finding out my shadow self and rejecting me over it over and over like I am supposed to be discarded because I make mistakes and just used as a sex toy

 all u are is a sex toy to extremely judgemental fucks (some with money) who will fuck you raw and then discard you at the first humiliating mistake u make instead of helping you through it- society tells us the longer you stick around as a rape puppet they will dangle marriage at you supposedly because you have a sex organ but there is so much more at stake like whether you can produce a proper livelihood and support a family including their expensive materialist shit