Virtual Ministry Archive

Eye will be a celebrity within 10 years :) honestly I guess its kind of a MANmade thing, not even like I really want that shit cause I am so introverted I hope I can attain an infamy like banksy kind of best of both worlds hahaha- not gonna wear a mask all the time or anything lol but I will be the only ONE that is not a sex cult mason member so I dont need to have the black and white floors everywhere or shoot gangsigns etc all you need to do if you doubt whether this post is true or not is read my book or look at my art site or look at one of my 10 blogs to find your answer while everyone may laugh at me now for being so poor and a huge fat native indian on disability etc oh that fat thing what does he have to offer the world??? lol its like people cannot see the timeline - its a kind of A List that even michael jackson could not attain since he and everyone else attained their fame by joining the known sex and murder cults - u can always tell their members they pop out of the blue in popular culture with two bodyguards and wearing diamonds and have little to no actual talent - people once they sense a bit of confidence in you their NPC ass can never attain - they accuse you of being like a strange hyped up narcissist like um hell no its called a confidence you could only attain after 22 years of 20 hours a day kind of hard work -sorry and my ego mania is so down to earth like a really really good force for good not like just to appease my needs for wealth and sex kinda thing hehehe its like biggie smalls was pretty large frame wise and he still made it like honestly its not always about how beautiful; and flawless you are..... its like what is inside your head being god given creativity and being driven and experiencing refinement in all avenues even though you are poor as fuck :) I just don't think I could have achieved what I have already creatively without that aspect of my life could be better because of it money wise but I also would not be so driven creatively if I had endless money at my disposal I probably would have just gone into heroin or whatever like most of em lol - I kinda just go at the never ending days and make best with 79 cents in my acct and just work my butt off all day so one day I dont have 2- like even your average store manager or whatever suffers from Narcissistic personality disorder most of the time so I dont see what the issue is....I have NEVER been Narcissistic !!!! EVER !!! I am too compassionate and caring and attentive to peoples needs and animals 2 to ever even experience one minute of that shit I just see a lot of people that are Narcissistic  themselves calling me that shit its like um no....and there is the door honey have a nice life lol