so much craziness as a teen till about 20 that I just can't shake even though I have lived an ethical and just life for over 22 years just so many triggers emotions and feelings its so easy to be tough on yourself when all you are here to do is make decisions and live with the outcome and learn from it all - I just would not want to be trapped in a cycle of pain which is why I turned my life around and will always be protected and guided because of it

it literally feels like it has been 7 months since all that when its over two DECADES hahaha

exact reason why people do hard drugs and drink all the time, its sad.