yes many times I have been approached to be interviewed on conspiracy esoteric podcasts to share my story (manifesto) I am just not ready yet, I know the time will come to do the conspiracy circuit but with meow mix and so many different copies of captivation out der I am not really into doing the conspiracy circuit like others. but its an epic story with a lot of pain and humour that I don't really feel comfortable with becoming famous over, I really really want to be recognized for my talent as an author or artist or avatar first then maybe open up a bit about my jaded history as guru z3n8 is very reclusive :)