Literally everyone I come into contact with eventually suffers some sort of crisis or breakdown from knowing me kicks me out or try and ruin me....its totally bonkers -I dont know if people are trying to make me try and kill myself again but its not going to work...I literally set off a nuke for healing in people and a crisis of consciousness of some sort and especially people that know me well fucken eventually all stab me in the back and align themselves with the other side its sad but its the path of the guru the anomaly and the enlightened one I really try and foster relationships but my circle is tiny :)

What it boils down to is that I have not really found super adept people that are intelligent and have a killer sense of humour like me I have found a few but I tend to really rub people the wrong way as soon as they find out I am crazy they go bazerk