Announcement
by the emir which is deeply personal and heartfelt
So it is
with heavy sadness that I report that I am unable to continue my relationship
with my mother whom is a mean mother narcissist
Asking for
some money for some medicines proved to be troubling
I cant
ignore this nagging feeling I have
That she
kicked out her disabled son, in the middle of winter to remain homeless and
destitute with no shelter or even control over my own belongings
I moved my
ex bf chuck into the building after giving him flowing reviews in carpentry in
fact I am the only reason he is not homeless and then he swooped in stole my
entire life
And when I
was homeless crashing at his place =he got super sexually weird almost hateful
of the fact that I am asexual was inviting sexual partners over when his ex was
staying with him
He is also
a known narcissist
He was
watching porn all the time and walking around naked
I really
tried my best to hang onto my job and my life
Now I found
my own place in a refuge that I created as a healing space nobody can bother me
and essentially I have autonomy as a monarch slave which is rare most are just
infested with abusers
I also cant
ignore the nagging fact that My life here is HELL
I am meant
to survive on very very little and I make the best of it I just have issues
coping with how unfair life can be sometimes
I am in a
good place its just Chuck my mom they can all live in that building and drive
each other insane cause that is what they wanted SHE IS ABSOLUTELY BATSHIT
FUCKEN CRAZY!!!
I know you
cant give up on your family but this is not a decision I AM taking lightly I
have to kind of tear the narcissist away kicking and screaming at this point
These
people have infested my life to the point of me being in a psych ward 3x and
the psychiatrists just telling me to go harm myself so wtf? Why are hospitals
so evil? Do they even admit people anymore? Why did our dimension suddenly go
to the incredible dark ages? Why is some peoples lives HELL on earth and some
people get accolades even though they are a rapist
BECAUSE WE
ARE IN HELL
Kitties
WE ARE IN
HELL !!!
I believe I
was born into a HATEFUL and nasty generational abuse family to be later sold as
a sex slave to the elites where I resisted everything including my programming
to become an enlightened guru and swami to better serve those that come to me
for help
I believe
my birth here is a lie perpetrated BY ONE SOLE NARCISSIST I cannot for one
second begin to shake that nagging feeling I have about love and mothers and
family and how mine does not have one shred of love or compassion which I am
overflowing with