GET TF OUT OF MY HEAD VIPASSANA MEDITATION FUCKERS!!
YES in times of crisis I revert to my monastic programming and feel that my role is out here doing porn blawgs and male art not restricting my sexuality or myself in anyway I love my fucken ego !!! I am human and I go through stress and crisis like anybody else being a $5 guru you would think I would fare well....most of the time most of the time lol