yes they will ritually murder me at some point not only as revenge but to serve as notice for their members that I have been 'taken care of' and shut the hell up but also to serve notice to humanity that you do not speak up as an indigo elder to the youth to serve as a guide not a supreme guru or anything if I live to a ripe old age I will be as surprised as you are ahahaha but I was told by a psychic that I would have a VERY long life and that I would be given a lot of power and authority so there you go fuckers more than you can achieve in 10 lifetimes at your lodges