Sunday, March 06, 2022

 My love life is non existent

I could find somebody ace but they are not for like 3900KM

seems my only choices are to go about it totally single for awhile longer 

or seek out a mate that is understanding seems I have a lot going against me

I guess its good I am not trans or anything would be way more complex

but its kind of a mish mash of being a billionaire escort and following the monastic way

I guess what my biggest hinderance is the false sex assault allegations put on me totally taught me that sex can be used as a tool of weaponry -I have been blessed with very long stable relationships however its easy to beat oneself up endlessly not many people want a guru or pretend doctor as their boyfriend lol 

sleeping with dozens of married men fucked me up karmically lolz