What I would give for the hottest body on the planet and to be a sex god alpha male hahaha the universe has other plans for me like an overweight asexual native gay introvert artist lol I choose to work out my mind endlessly and manifest and work on expression and ending negative trauma patterns in my soul and life :) I think I will make it in the long run with maybe a cat or two lol this is what an ace goes through well if I cant satisfy somebody sexually can I still find a soulmate or will I be alone my whole life? I still have a need like any other being to love and be loved however :)