This world is extremely tough to navigate on a daily basis, there are so many challenges that each of us face, you think you are going strong then something emotional or a health issue pops up and bam ur down again…A world with safety mechanisms in place but those mechanisms can be harmful like psychiatry. When they police sadness with security tying you down you know there is something wrong with the world, see many of us are kidnapped and soul harnessed from other realities and forced to work here as a slave for most of the traumatized and homeless for example they do not see any way out of this system but to die, but that is unfortunate because there are far worse places you will go if you kill urself with less free will –the hidden worlds are stock full of people that could not take the pain I don’t know why I am here I mean the obvious is to be an artist and spiritual leader, but I have a strong background in asexuality and this astounds me because not being sexual is a given for me, I mean not expressing myself sexually with a partner but this world is filled to the brim with sex addicts and it doesn’t matter if you are the fattest person on earth you will still find somebody that will want you sexually, its rare, only about 1% of 10% of gay and lesbians are ace, suddenly you have nothing to offer the world when you are not sexual. Nobody wants anything to do with you in a relationship and you become a disposable asset once you don’t put out so to speak. I have struggled with this for some very long relations essentially ending in frustration and then I am left to wonder what the fuck I should do then if I cannot entice a partner with my mind lol I think its all relative because as we age we lose some sexuality in a sense but this sex world is a world of craving and illusion because the orgasm is essentially pointless and baseless I mean sure its nice for like 20 seconds its just growing up a horned up teen taught me that there is people that essentially devote their entire lives to sex and cruising for it they wil cruise urinals for years for a 20 second burst of pleasure, most spiritual leaders too, take advantage of their followers sexually which brings everything they say into question. There is so much pain in this world for anybody that is not used to the non creative mindset. And this world is more infantile than you would imagine, with all of its concepts generally new in nature or suppressed ancient knowledge. I was born into a monarch sciences situation and just the fact that I can search for years and not find anything that interests me to do is astounding…most of this world is built on familiarity and it has all been planned out by advanced intelligence to make you believe you are in the only reality that exists….there are infinite realities beyond this one, and this one in effect is a prison state a prison planet…where people are literally kidnapped as royalty and rebels and what we would call millionaires and rich people and forced to live out their sentence for daring either challenge or evade the empire… this reality is illusion because you cannot remember non life so how would you know what you have lost or gained if you cannot recall anything other than this waking illusion. It seems that most are happy paying rent or mortgage and living thru the day in a Masonic tax farm solar sun cult working endless shifts to buy stuff they need to survive and stuff they don’t need…the initiated ones that work maybe one day a month throw it in your face all the expensive things they own and can do and its very much a system built on trauma and abuse of its inhabitants…of course we have free will but technically we do not. This systems engineers and programmers have been plotting several outcomes for almost technically millions of years so they know the exact three or four or a dozen routes each soul will take let alone the entire globe. Of course I fear where the world is going with trump 2024 and the state of the world not even covid its just how easily everyone is manipulated to do shit they don’t understand like the eucharist or wearing masks or even our languages for example. There are not enough rebels and freedom fighters out there because they have safety mechanisms in place like control mechanisms like courts or psychiatry to control the rebels and suppress freedom of expression through forcible confinement and medication etc so if there was a jesus Christ or whatever where was he when the Nazis were doing their thing or when the residential schools were slaughtering native kids, where is this Christ when you have somebody brutally murdered and eaten. A god being for those that willingly give their energy over and money and only serves those his eucharist whom have served him endlessly bringing over countless to his side via indoctrination. As you can tell people like me are rare and hard to find, which is why I have such a vast following online but there is control mechanisms in place to silence people like me through abusive control methods and such so they just get fed up and kill themselves, what a sad sad place for most that do not have the ability to conform and conform to ritual of the solar sun cult and do what their told. So many people that were genius that just ended up dying or killed off. They literally target these intelligentsia from a young age and literally infest their entire reality with plants and suicide programs and other abusive characters to speed up the process so to speak. What the world would be like if one could find people they love and that care about them in such a twisted matrix…instead we have to focus on working in a toxic environment most of our lives and have to feed ourselves endlessly so hunger is put there to engrain into you that you must submit endlessly…thankfully I have found workarounds to my trauma but this was all self induced, like I do a lot of expressive art therapy through my male art and males are highly misrepresented in the art world…and I do things like contesting and such to help myself with a random win where $1000 feels like a million dollars because all I was eating that week was maple beans lol I know smellyboi lol J We are starting to embrace the anomalous nature of some of the indigo elders put here to help humanity grow and change but there is strong resistance when you feel like you are only one in a literal infestation of satans army, what did I do to be here? Hahaha I already know I am a rebel I challenge things and I think very freely, I was never really able to hold down a normal life but here I am struggling as you are through the days multitude of difficulties and I guess what I am trying to say is that you are not alone, we are never alone, even amidst this infestation of satanic souls there is a beautiful faculty of beings that will help you grow and evolve past this illusion called earth, god if you only knew how beautiful the other realities are you would know that this is not it per se, there is a massive existence out there god if you only knew the beauty I have seen in my dreams and I only pray that each one of you has the strength to keep going no matter what, do not give in, the universe will decide when its your time to fly and do not be scared you will get there…..-rev