There is ALWAYS somebody willing to help you when you are in extreme distress....just never close your heart to a good friend ^.^ good people are hard to come by but you have the power to find new friends if the old one does not work for you anymore :) just don't off yourself cause you think you have no other options there are two spirits and healing folk that are charged with giving you remedies to your suffering and always willing to help and they are EVERYWHERE my friends, even introvert recluses can build lasting relationships lasting eons.....-.