many of the 'programs' in ur life (parents siblings and friends) are satanic robotic programs that are millions of years older than you and have submitted domain and complete monarch sciences karmically over the domain + control of your soul...this is why you hear of so many artists and celebs that just give up out of hopelessness they are so imprisoned by their relations they see no way out...the entire globe has these 'whisperers' that are trying to get you to kill urself for no apparent reason