Many of us suffer from many forms or some
form of addiction and this can be brutal to live with. Especially when you feel
you have no control over the addiction, it could be gaming, gambling, drugs,
food, porn, alcohol, gossip, shopping, work, even energy. Since we live in a
free will universe you have the choice to do the things you do and you have to
live with the consequences of that action, I feel deeply that for some the road
leads to poverty and death in some cases which is why it is important for you
to meditate on your feelings so that you may grow and evolve and the addiction
or affliction can vanish over time.
Mine is gambling, I love slot machines too
much but sometimes I will win $100 and go to withdraw the money and every
casino has a reverse feature so I end up thinking I can double my win and when
it gets down to fifty five cents you tend to feel pretty down about yourself.
But this behaviour can be modified and changed within with some work and
dedication, funny thing is I feel entering the lottery is fun and pretty much
the only way I will attain great and profound wealth so a blanket exclusion on
all gambling would bring me a great sense of loss and a powerful denial of all
my dreams and hopes.
There were times I was afflicted with many
addictions and issues such as marijuana, smoking, alcohol, crime, and food but
I slowly was able to eradicate those by some dedication and some great
withdrawl periods lol
When you feel you aren’t alone in your
struggle you gain a super wonderful perspective because when you realize that
most of the world is struggling with some sort of karmic issue at some point in
their lives. That is why we are here essentially is to understand why we make
the choices we do and either keep making them or work on the basis for that
feeling.
With some work you can achieve greatness
and ascension, and there are those hyper weirdos that believe you should just
eat brown rice to achieve enlightenment but I think they are all wrong hahaha
Even eating meat is pretty brutal for most people
to think about which is why I thank the meat for its sacrifice and take on the
act of asking for forgiveness in my meditation because there is even small
little things that we do that have a great impact on the world and sometimes in
a negative way
I used to think that system busting and
changing the matrix or world was my way to freedom but found that it only leads
to more doors unlocked into suffering. The only real way to save the world is
to save yourself and that is to be as friendly, loving, happy, caring, &
compassionate as possible and do what you can to add more beauty into the world
by creating things like art or music or food or intelligent conversation or
dialogue.
Like you, I have things I am working on as
a human being and will always have that struggle, when I win millions upon
millions in lottoMAX I will still struggle with health issues and the gambling
aspect of my personality and other things.
It is great to dream and to believe because
in a world of abject darkness that is all we have, essentially.