The love is traumatic
until u find the right soul
for me it is a guy
a beautiful one in spirit
I know he would know me instantly
it is a funny notion to arrange to meet
after all of this time
he would love me instantly
I would not have to stress or worry
in ways I wouldn’t need much
just to be able to meet his lips and kiss
something he has been training for
I guess in a way he would have everything
taken care of
even if he doesn’t it would be fun to try
together
laying in his arms and figuring out a path
together
subliminated ideology goes out the window
when you speak in the language of love
I just hope he enjoys every bite of
divinity
in its truest and most complete immaculate
form
because that is what I am here for
my most supreme and highest love
To be in renunciation
To train in the depths of poverty
Yet remain in a self that has evolved class
wise above most others
Yet not much to relay in speech
Comfort in written word
Timeless nature of self
The future looks upon me with orgasmic love
Finality to a being yet substance without
safety
Song of the heart
Whispers of the soul
Thoughts of the most evolved
The most passionate bold love that would
hit this dimension
Would take over by the blazen figurative
ideology of both beings
The dark hair unites and the smiles just
cant stop
A force that is unstoppable
Being kept apart for so long would have
both alone and literally dying inside
An illusory world filled with so much hate
Our kiss would make each other feel
complete and would vibrate into every force of our beings
But not just that – a kiss with the tongue
Surrounded by a hundred candles and some
fresh flowers and some oils in warm water
To massage his gleaming back
And to feel every bit of him under my hands
To kiss him, and help him understand that
this took a lot of effort
But the first meeting and most nerve
racking interaction would happen once and be a bliss moment
But
There is always the notion that it can
happen every single day of our lives together.
Nething is possible
However the suffering without each other is
immense