I think it’s
about time for a discourse – I almost feel like I HAVE to at some point and it’s
also the continuity of thought that matters to me most. Quite some interesting
events are about to unfold in the world, Trump is on the precipice of calling
for a nationwide martial law (state of emergency) you know I have thought for
awhile on the USA and there is no doubt in my mind what is being told to us
about the nation is illusion they are the most wealthy country in the world and
the trillions in debt is fictitious either to enslave individuals more or the
money went straight into underground bases and space wars/colonization. The
queen is just not the queen of this earth this is why they are not seen all the
time. One thing that we are never given is a time on this place, it seems the
people that think the most have the longest here. I was thinking of a conversation
I had with a family member over my credentials, how my sister should be treated
with more prestige because she went to skool for god knows how long and got her
RN degree and basically how my credentials don’t matter because I did not go to
school per se, but I have thousands of discourses written and hundreds of
thousands of minutes of hours that were spent in dialogue with this site. It
makes me laugh how indoctrinated people are in this so called system. The
illusion. The easiest thing to say is “oh his degrees are not credible because
he did not go into massive debt in a programming institution to achieve them." I
actually think very highly of the Universal life church –which anybody may
become ordained for life so much so that I have ordered my 6th
doctorate ‘the doctor of motivation’ hehe seems fitting !! Well my life in the
country is no more, and it all seems like a blur or dream. I have to remember
that I should trust myself in all matters and just move on when the time is
right, how I long for a soulmate that gets me and doesn’t challenge me. But we
have to remember that finding a mate is not really that particular of a path
for some people. I like to see myself as an urban monk of sorts trapped in
limbo can’t really become a regular monk in Buddhism and can’t really do much
of what ever else I am doing at the moment. I imagine myself in BC I am
probably the only one in the entire province let alone the country that has
multiple doctorates hehe yet when I wander the city I just feel the same as
everyone else, I wonder if I have shared space with a princess of a far off
galaxy or smiled at a murderer? You know that is funny cause I have always been
a champion for the underdog and I believe we are here to learn and make
mistakes which is why a murderer deserves your forgiveness unlike the adoration
we give bankers for example whom simply steal from the rest of us in the form
of bank fees $1.50 to see a cheque image? Whom is the real legal thief here? I
have championed rehabilitating myself through trauma which not many people are
able to do, you can have billions and stil be miserable. If you have a chance
to meditate I strongly believe in it and its simply just sitting quietly for
some time – you don’t need to take a course or study for years you just simply
need to be still and think about nothing, if you can manage, I like to meditate
to tekno it is so frieking awesome haha be kind to animals as much as you can,
the elementals and the spiritual and unseen. Please give your spare dollar to
somebody that needs it on the street in the rain, don’t ignore these people,
they are your kin, your family from another life, your soulmate from eons ago
and the act of giving will make you feel so warm and cozy and do it with a
smile, I can only wait until the day I can afford to hand somebody a hundred
dollar bill. Like I said about loving yourself you should understand that you
must love yourself all the time, you have eons to spend alone by yourself in
the void of nothing so make friends with yourself as early as you can and be
kind to the bodies needs, be honest with others and love animals and people like
they ARE one big rave family.
PLUR
Rev. Dr.
Shaun A. Delage