Well the
blog has been slowly evolving into its current state. I am happy that there is
some level of evolution with the church and I am proud that I had the strength
to continue on with it after a small break. Having two blogs has taught me a
lot about defining the vibe of each blog. I find I can realistically express my
spirituality and sexuality on this virtual ministry and on Z3N8 I can express a
more millennial gay vibe that is uber pervy. I mean when you can define
yourself as a gay man that is the first step but more steps involve expressing
a healthy sexuality because we all know there are many reverends out there that
have a hidden side or a sexuality that is a secret. I find that defining both
blogs has helped me target two areas of my character, one that loves hot
beautiful men and the other that has a sincere need to help others and get my
opinion out there into the world. I know most people that come across this
ministry must be like “who the fuck is this quack” lol but essentially the
internet is filled with originality and obscurity so welcome to a small little
confine within the zeros and ones to essentially land here, in my little corner
of the virtuosity. In the past month I have been bringing this little corner of
cyberspace up to speed so to speak and helping it along in little ways. I have
discovered the secret to online work is to do things a little at a time, and be
reflective and aware of the responsibility you have to be original and to be a
venue for expression. I almost felt like I lost a piece of myself about a year
ago when I was making the choice to end this blog and start a new one, and I
decided in the whole run of the mill that I can have two blogs and define each
one, in my need for perfection I have always focused on one thing and brought
it to absolute perfection or as close to that as I can possibly go in my own
will.
SO to give a
little update of my life, I am doing really well other than blogging….I fill my
time with contesting, making art, helping run a household, giving to charity
when I can, enjoying the fresh forest air and meditating of course. Hehe and in
the past year or so I have adopted the technique of meditating to pretty
extreme tekno podcasts. It took a few months for me to consciously be able to
meditate to tekno but when I do it now it pretty much alleviates boredom with
meditation because the mind is so busy keeping up with the beats per minute
hehe I also lead a pretty serene life in Second Life still. I find life to be
extremely challenging at times but also I am getting many syncronicities and
psychic incursions to lead me to believe that I am on the right path and can
manifest my future and one for those that I love as well.
I will
alternate between in the moment discourses and topical ones in the future since
that is the nature of blawging !!
Thanks for
reading blogbuddies
-Rev. Dr.
Shaun A. Delage