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Church of Techno @nd th3 Pitfalls of the R@ve Scen3
With the rave scene there is beauty and there is some great
suffering involved, in a scene that involves one sole key and that being music,
in my time in the rave scene I met some very interesting people that wouldn’t
do any sort of drug but what I fell into was a world rife with not only using
one drug but a dozen and parties that consisted solely of dealers.
In a music scene that promotes drug use there will always be
suffering of course, but essentially it is a greater reflection of society when
you are stuck doing drugs when nobody else is looking. A truly free and open
society would have decriminalized and legalized drug use long ago.
When people are doing massive amounts of drugs at a party
and multiply it by ten parties and you have people that can only do drugs to
listen to music, socialize and have sex etc. You meet them at a regular time and
you don’t even recognize them.
People are so blitzed they can be depressed as hell one
minute and then grinding with several muscle boys by the speakers the next. I
never really got to see many pitfalls of the rave scene but these things take
decades to notice.
What I mean is that you don’t notice the negative aspects of
doing massive amounts of drugs until ten years later when you are arrested
under the mental health act for having a fried brain, or you begin to realize
that you are permafried or you have issues such as severe nausea for having
inhaled quite a bit of party drugs.
What you do notice is people constantly fiending for more
drugs, gangs that take over the distribution, relationships torn apart because
one person was just caught making out with several people while the other was
getting water.
Truth is I have no idea where I would be without the rave
scene, I tend to think I would have a regular job, not be nocturnal, not live
with serious disabilities and worry about things like mortgages and a condo or
something
But my path is my own, and I have to say if I had another go
around, I would do it just not doing meth, shrooms, xtacy, GHB, coke, acid etc
thousands of times. In reality my drug use started a few years before I was
going to raves wandering around town on a hit of acid sorta deal, and when your
brain is still developing at about age 13-15 and you are feeding it tons of
stuff that flood the brain with various types of responses being dopamine, serotonin,
synaptic function and misfire etc it either makes you into a bizarre sort of
genius or you get totally permafried and can’t even really function in the most
basic of forms in society.
But these things have been plaguing us since we found
psychadellics as cave people hahaha so to point the finger at the rave scene solely would be a travesty because the music is one of very few that doesn’t
program you endlessly with codes from the illuminati and to be able to forget
your life for one night seems to be the greatest benefit.
However I remember staring out at thousands of people in an
all loving all powerful scene and thinking how inherently lonely and broken I
was, not knowing where I was going to go the next day, not knowing how I will
afford the next party and keeping up with all the madness was tiring
Only now when I have retired from the scene am I able to
reflect on all the strongpoints and pitfalls of it all, I am generally
considered a raver still, being nocturnal and listening to tekno at least 6
hours a night and being happy all the time, truth is, I didn’t get to see many
pitfalls of the rave scene, the scene took care of me, and forgave me when I
made mistakes, it put me on a path of PLUR and put me on a path of techno and
for that I am eternally grateful !
-Shaun A. Delage
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Church of Techno, Buddhism, Suffering
Each day that goes by, each one of us gets closer to the
truth, and truth is there is immense suffering on the planet, but each
individual is apart of a complex matrix of suffering designed to illicit the
greatest amount of energy to the system.
My own struggle has been one of immense suffering amidst a
world of chaos, and the truth is now that I am able to reflect on things I
understand that suffering is universal and suffering is personal and the world
we live in is made of many many choices which bring an ultimate world of
causalities
No matter what mindfuck the world or its residents puts you
under you always have the present to take refuge in, that you are happy, that
you are healthy and that you are alive, and each day that goes by you are
getting closer to enlightenment and the truth, and ultimately your ascension!
Ascension in a world of secrets seems futile but some of us
are granted this on a spiritual level because this is our path. My world has
developed from a world of abuse and trauma and I could have the choice to stay
in that world, or I could evolve and not let any of it bother me.
Truth is, most of us are under a massive level of
psychological operations but nobody wants to talk about it, the same rulers exhibiting
their power over us for millennia, choices, challenges, heartache.
Some of us, that are within the realms of monarch sciences
will never escape it, but you can give yourself the power to overcome it with
your decision making skills. A society that is ever so cruel and all it cares
about is money, bosses that are psychopaths, friends and family leading us
further in illusion but the thing is that each of us has to find in a world of
illusion is a way out, and for some that way out is in intellect, or music, or
through marijuana or through actual human beings that are willing to help those
around them out of this mess.
I used to think that I would be set free from sharing so
much online in the form of my manifesto or my blog but it has only led me down
more paths in my own mind that I find tough to visit, but essentially any type
of creative will is a gift from the divine, and many may wonder why I keep
typing and this is my main belief is that I am uniquely helping others in
little ways, and this is all apart of my own path of enlightenment and forgiveness,
and a path that is unique and to be studied lol
How I escaped suffering is very simple, I found somebody
that believes in me, and that loves me unconditionally and I can say the same
for him, and with that I have found that I can overcome any obstacle or any
part of my past that seems unfathomable. Having somebody as a soulmate has
helped me counsel myself into a world of sanity and beauty.
Because it is beautiful being a forest monk with all the
trappings of a regular person, not having to give up holding money or giving up
eating after noon or give up media and internet and music, because essentially
these things are important for me, but I have learned that I too like the Buddha
can become enlightened on my own terms, any path of suffering I have left
behind me or that this matrix of sorts has contrived is up to that system to
figure out and not my own self, I have surpassed individual suffering to the
point where things don’t really get to me as much as they used to, for example
the mysteries and paradigms that I personally have gone through, people can
spend decades trying to figure out a coded sentence from an illuminati master
and it will literally drive them nuts.
I think the best advice for suffering in modern times remains
with two essential keys, live in the present, and choose the middleground.
These things can be meditated on for decades with no
solution, but one of grace. A world of choices comes about when you think very
little of the past, or what you are not doing, or whether you should go to one
extreme or another, I think people are more willing to save homeless in Bhutan
than to help themselves in the moment and in the present lol
Keep evolving blogbuddies, it’s the only thing we have left,
so many are so hurt by the past or fearful of the future that they never
evolve, the world is filled with these types, and to be the one out of billions
that made it so to speak seems to be the wisest option.
-Shaun A. Delage
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