Riding the 2012 wave seems to be perplexing
In the moment universalism takes hold over an earthbound
body of the flesh and what is life but a trauma state and an apocalypse state
Many people don’t understand what it is like to live through
fascism or a corporate structure and here we have it
It is all around us, this corporate Masonic fascist
dictatorship
Many involved in universalism don’t understand completely
how ensnared they are by the system and much of this is quite silly in
comparison to the rest of the world
Me I tend to look at my own history to judge the future so I
remain antisocial, chill and pretty to myself
What calms me personally is meditation and other avenues that
help release some of the negativity
Other times it is my dimensional travel that in a sense
cures my waking state and helps me to believe I have a vehicle to travel in
other than in this reality we all are imprisoned by
To be out of touch with reality is brutal because most just
think about their work from 9-5 and Monday to Friday then look forward to the
weekend
What if every day was a weekend for you lol
This is my life, tend to have about 14 or so hours to fill
in my day so I tend to work on my books quite a bit and then do reading catch
up on business in second life.
TV and meditation occupies the rest of my time
I look back and think how lucky I am to be on government
assistance because when I first came on it they refused me twice to even
advocate on my behalf
Later on after a few more hospitalizations They finally said
“we will advocate on your behalf”
Perhaps they just wanted me out of their hair since I hated
being incarcerated and confined under the auspices of the mental health act
The hospital that opened this door for me, I broke their
front window of the hospital, set fire
to my papers (from the white house) on my bed and flooded my room and ran
outside barefoot
I was locked up further under code red and finally after a
few more weeks of the hospitalization they said we will do everything in our
power to help you shaun
And maybe that is what most people need, but we live in such
a restrictive society that you need to have various doctors certify you and fill
out an almost 30 page form then they accept or deny you
Thankfully I was accepted so this will mean permanent
disability for life
I look back on my past and wonder about my manifesto,
perhaps if it is a carefully contrived illusion or embellishment ....
Maybe to some people it can be misconstrued as lies or
whatever but I have always worked within the realms of the truth, while my own
being just tells me heck your not a monarch slave in MK ultra you were just a
common street prostitute or classified escort
But the people I met in the process, the violence incurred
and the trauma that happened not only make me a trauma abuse asset but also a
monarch slave because essentially I have been programmed by some very elite
people to do my work
Perhaps a sleeper monarch who knows
Most of the days (trickle on by) and nothing happens then
one day I will meet somebody then they will talk in riddles or do a weird
handshake and I almost have to remind myself of my own opposition to the trauma
state
Life is perplexing yes, but when you view yourself as the
only one that resists there is various philosophical arguments to be had
I have never wanted to use this blog as a method to bash people or whatever
I have always wanted to have an air of enlightenment and get
the story told of monarch slavery because it is the leading avenue of trauma in
the west and one we adore to the fullest realms possible
Not a very illustrious position to hold however
So where does my future rest ?
That is up to divinity.
-Shaun A. Delage
