Virtual Ministry Archive


cougar-deer (training the artist mind)




The past week has been a plethora of confusion, hatred and illusion mixed in with love and solitude.
I have been in a cabin in the woods with an amazing and beautiful man whom I adore.
This makes me think of the 29 years it has taken for me to find any trace of love.
It seems any trace of love in society is a detested methodology of existence along with compassion for suffering, happiness, sensitivity and non materialist nature
Almost an abhorrence in society to anything that resembles intellectual and creative thought process.
I have been pondering my altercation with the ‘community’ of sadists in deviantART
I realize now how Emily Carr and Jackson Pollock were treated in the art scene, while some may argue my art is simply cut and paste images in MS paint I beg to differ
I relay that I encapsulate the embodiment of a true artist. The church and the art and my books including my captivation manifesto come together with my personality and character as a literal anomaly but also the true essence of an artist. But essentially what I have accomplished was the creation of an entirely new art movement based in the world of post modern expression
It is easy to attack me, being such an open person online, and I always feel art and writing are a very intimate process. Basically what I have done is used art to attack the litigious nature of society
The fact we are in a police state and online strangers will rat you out at the slightest degree of weakness or talent for that matter but moreso the more anti social and trend setting you appear the more you will be attacked and mocked.
My crush said my art is ahead of its time. Some argue that what I do is not even art. That I have simply ripped male pics from google and cut and pasted random images to the graphic.
But.
Haha
Isn’t this the true nature of an artist. To challenge art, to challenge society and challenge the thought process. It is funny that most would not consider me to be an artist when that is what I have poured tireless hours doing is my male art and I am not stopping just doing a pseudo hiatus and I think about 800 male art pieces is enough at this point.
But
Haha
As well …The finished product is nothing without the eyes of the artist and the mind of the artist to say “this piece is finally done.” for example take a look at the comparisons on my posts pics to see the alterations :)
Many don’t understand or innerstand my process of completing a piece and they will just simply attack me because they don’t understand that it has been a highly complex and lengthy process to bring my art to the world. And boy these effin photoshop gurus are shaking in their pants hehe because my movement is taking off and the art is being seen
to explain it more I do take images from the net (most of my male art is from beautiful men blogs) and the images are believed to be in the public domain because they were released to the internet. Then I take some of my aprox. 5000 graphic pieces and images (mostly collected online and through the virtual world second life-which I have bought and paid for these various pieces of images and writing graffiti etc I have also invented a rave font called tinkertots that i feature in the art and align them on each image with text or effects to achieve the final piece which sometimes takes hours or a matter of a few minutes hehe which really gets to the art snobs that spend 3 weeks on a singular piece where I could make hundreds of pieces in that time.
I think my art will be pivotal in the new millenia expressionist movement allowing people to take on a futurist identity but also something to use as a tool for individual expression allowing the future artists to conceptualize entirely new forms of art and performance art etc
Soon enough I will focus on the marketing aspect of my art but that takes time. I want to market to a strictly gay male audience. Which involves bringing my imagekind site to the public again (I tried it for two months) and taking out ads in the leading Canadian gay magazine.
It has been funny to go through this week but also terrifying in a sense because I found out the harsh reality of showing my art to like minded folks. That they become insanely jealous and full of hatred since men are simply here to pay the bills and take care of discipline. How dare I portray them in a sensitive and spectrum coloured light.
So I have been maliciously attacked by the community of artists. Something not many artists really go through or do they?
It was enough for me to cancel my membership and close my account on deviantART
I will focus solely on the imagekind site and marketing my new address which was changed from
Zero2x2kewl.imagekind.com
To
2x2.imagekind.com                                      (total bonus round) hehe
I find not many people are ready to be awakened from their illusion or slumber and not many artists are willing to entertain the idea of hacked conceptual post modern expression and very highly illegal art
But in a sense since I have spent so much time making the art and making my stand digitally I am prepared to make a stand in a court of law considering it is under the maritime jurisdiction and I can point the finger at the judge for being a corporate figurehead rather than a judge of the law and I can point the finger at the court assistant for being the executive officer of an illegal and treasonous operation that goes against any reasoning for a sovereign human being
So haha no court in the works for me
Actually two things come up
1.       I would LOVE to go to court over my art haha it is the publicity I need to rival Warhol or Picasso or dali for example
2.       Each individual image most likely is held under the pseudo copyright of a different individual (so for 120 or 800 pieces for example I would have to be sued 120 or 800 times and if one person attempted to sue me for one picture for example I would comply with any cease and desist order and remove the graphic from my collection at once so a trial would not be necessary. One lawsuit essentially could not even make a dent in my art movement lol

I am in the belief that the apocalypse and suffering is individual and most are oblivious to the natural harmony of the universe because those pathways have been seriously shut down or altered or for example their vibration is so altered that they are not able to perceive the natural energies of the planet.
So multitudes of people are willing to broadcast to your mind virtually – hatred, contempt, anger, etc
People are also involved with the lower worlds in a sense and just act as a shell up here as well so half the people you talk to are hybrids or illusion anyway because they hold zero qualities of humanity including love compassion kindness happiness not to mention the ability to laugh and share
So most of humanity and most of virtuosity and most of your interactions must be treated objectively and also really analyzed for the illusion I speak of.- BUT most important of all Distrust any interaction with the qualities I speak of and only focus on the ancient qualities of humanity. Because were losing people every hour due to the trauma state being forwarded through these very intimate and alien forms of communication
So I post my piece of a rougher looking stud with sunglasses and the mob takes over and suddenly I am filled with feelings of sadness and fear and despair and I literally don’t want to spend one more second on this planet
Then they have won
I have always loved an adage that makes you feel included in the world, only go where you feel welcome. The second you get treated with hostility or negativity or whatever get the hell out of there.
It is your own human body and your mind, your safety and your beating heart and breathing lungs you have to worry about. Essentially your life. The trauma state will try its very best to defeat your mind because you’re the only one left that resists on the planet
The trauma state will spend millions of dollars to finance the captivation of your soul. U will not see a penny of it and actually will most likely pay to give yourself trauma which is the endless sickness of the system playing its tricks on you
I strongly believe that much of what you experience is a system set up in an all out fascist state with the illusions of freedom. I guess in a way it is easy to forward the causes of Satanism and darkness when everyone is left oblivious to it and never find time to research it and get to the point where they neuro linguistically re program themselves to the state where they will defend themselves at all costs even to death no they want you defeated, subservient, a slave, a hybrid, angry, materialist….
Not only that, but they want you to continue this sick trauma state on others continuously by cultivating illusion so that you may broadcast it onto others in your own state of ignorance and confusion to your inherent ancient purpose
Now can you tell aries are about the ego
It is funny to watch these silly little pawns try and break me down virtually
Because it may work for a day or two but after some introspection I realize as an aries I have already been there done that and now time to get into something NOBODY else has ever even dreamed of
Lets get this effin pawty started my blogbuddies
-          Shaun A. Delage