The matrix is built to produce negativity. From everything
you do, from waiting in line to performing internet functions. This is key too,
you begin to understand the workings of the world when you go on the net and
everything seems to take 5 minutes to do. Then the system crashes on you. Then
you go into start the computer and it physically checks every drive for error.
I have been really connecting to my independence lately. The
fact that I am not co-dependent on anybody. As well I am not dependent on the
sexual state to keep me pleasured either.
This makes me think of the actual humans, that I speak of.
The artist types, the ravers, the millennium warriors. The 5 people you see
chosen to navigate the ships through the matrix. You don’t see many people
chosen to fulfill this role because they were judged paradoxically on their
choices
I was really looking at media as direct satanic influence,
not only this but when you get so intimate into a story on a movie or TV show,
you become enveloped in the drama, it becomes your whole life. Gone are the
cheesy jingles and sappy shows grandma used to watch.
Make way for deeply entwined romances marked with millennium
warrior struggles. Ah I love independent film.
Being a priest of ultimate reality in the new millennium faces
challenges. The one thing lately that I am very thankful to have gone through
is the release of my debts.
Not many can do through that and you never really understand
the depth of that $70 you send to visa, unless you don’t have to send it. Otherwise
it just becomes a little blip on the screen, justa simple digital transfer
because you have too, if you don’t they will call a level one collector to
stalk you and eventually take away your card.
My next moves I am pondering artistically is the BLOW UP 2
software for Photoshop. This will allow me to list each art piece I have (I
have 188 pieces) in my final portfolio….But it will also allow me to BLOW UP
each piece without loss compression that I have been going through in photoshop
because you have to follow advanced calculation to not have your photograph
appear fuzzy
The setback is the software if $250 and I am not too keen on
torrenting myself a copy.
Is funny because this one move on the chessboard would allow
me to list my 188 pieces on 3 or 4 sites that have print on demand service. Best
of all you choose the markup and commission. I had it set before at about $10
per piece.
Then I am editing my first book, and writing the sequel. I
am having fun because I am beginning to see the construct of an epic novel and
epic saga at best. It is funny because once it is written you can go back and change
certain things in the novel, like make a character more raver in one scene for
example…or be really descriptive like a “lanky, gaunt, emaciated old man walked
through the square in a white shirt and cutoff shorts.” LoL
Part of my enlightenment means delving into the unknown, the
hidden, the esoteric, the hidden realms of the matrix, as a superhero of sorts.
Virtually that is what I am. I have an alter ego that is just incredible but
Raver xeno mirrors my other self, just a tad…..tad more successful in the
virtual world with two stores, and an online store too that pay for the in
world location plus a new home I just built, a cuddle nook. Perfect for
snuggling :_)
I didn’t really want to go all philosophical like I usually
do, today. I just wanted to relay my own personal struggles so that I may
better project to the disciples of the church.
Take care
Thanks for reading
-
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage
