The incredible enlightenment of a self would seem a misplaced concept to those trapped by their own ignorance of enlightenment
A soul so tormented by the world yet so able to give a smile so happily
Knowing the full realm of internal suffering
People would be jealous that this person would be so happy after so much hatred of a spectrum being broadcasted at their being
The illusion of time
The illusion of sexuality
The illusion of wealth
The illusion of our earth
The illusion of self
The illusion of death
The illusion of the deeper workings of society
What it all comes down to
Is happiness amidst the chaos
No matter what is happening externally there is always the given illusion in place that this may all be taken away
But why go thru life living in complete illusion of your being when there is always that nasty future looming of complete destruction of every living inhabitant on earth
This is the threat
The fear based mindset
So you go about life jaded and confused and lost and just redirect that hate towards others
When you learn to filter out the madness
Everything becomes simpler and more beautiful incredible and shining
You become happy
You become healthy
You don’t age
You smile
You live and love
And you give it to others freely
Which is what everyone you meet eyes meet wants
Is a bit of happiness a connection a soul union for a split second
It is amazing to think of myself as a fractal illusory microchip with a visual spell program meant to confuse the senses or overload the minds comprehension of the self as being human as being sickening or distasteful
When your beautiful face is the only thing keeping most people going
The magnitude of suffering is immense but also the magnitude of illusion is immense
For me personally at this split second i don’t see anywhere able to accommodate my spirit being other than a Buddhist monastery i have my reasons but this changes daily with the eye full of men i see and the possibility that one day i may marry one just like me.
Or that i may be released from this confinement and placed into a life where i matter and belong and am loved and people smile at me with their loving eyes.
You look around and see the people and you can literally see the illusion in it all
But, these things take baby steps
And for somebody to tackle it all in one piece or over a chapter or in a dialogue would take years
It is simply much better to attain this enlightenment via the neuro locking of frequencies to be able to download such information efficiently and effectively and lovingly to anyone that desires it
Because you don’t have to pay and you don’t need to suffer
You already are on your path so don’t fear the unknown and take steps into the darkness
And be you. Incredible individual you.
I ask my spirit guide to find me and what i get is beautiful- it is a dolphin
Now i am getting weirded out because i don’t know if it is a dejavu or not but this dolphin seems familiar
The dolphin is scared a bit of darkness but i let it know that it will be ok by my side
It takes me to a casino type place (go figure) haha so i bet on a machine and out came a stack of bills and a bunch of coins...basically a full jackpot. It was sort of an archaic setup in a mall connected to home living pods and such...a bit too confusing for me to innerstand.
A lady asked for my winnings so naturally i am not a no person lol so i sent her some via some digital method and sort of a hyper chat which was fun for me cause trying to figure out the console was an endeavour.
The dolphin swayed by and picked me up so slick beautiful grey skin and a spectrum of colours that evaporated as it flew through the amazement of the spheres meant to transport us.
I went to another mall or something is crazy cause these don’t occupy my normal thoughtform in real life i was in a foodcourt and people were sitting around cutting the tips off of cigars prepping them to smoke.
One guy lit up and it cleared the foodcourt
I was the last one there and i just got up
I was going to buy a cigar but was a bit scared too considering the thought of tobacco daddies lol yikes
Wandering the court i bumped into a native guy and said oh sorry to nudge ya
I walked around again and he came near me
A bit threatened
He grabs my hand and strokes it with his thumb while holding it
I could do nothing more than smile at this bliss moment
The thought that i have been wasting my time on non native men has me even more confused lol
The dolphin swam by in the air stopping to give the sushi bar an evil eye
Next i arrived in Toronto
Wandering around i walked into an old building
Two older ladies were there and one said she saw smoke
And i looked up into the stairwell and saw it too
I kinda looked for a way out
Since they were older it took awhile for them to get out
Once outside i called the fire dept
Mmm hotties
Maybe one muscle stud will protect me hehe i wont complain !
Neways just my luck i met a guy and he said my fly was undone
I said i am just hitting on you
Well somehow he morphed into a girl so the fly went up
Feeling friendly anyway we wandered
Into a library, thrift store (so fun) a staircase too
We slid down the staircase with somebody’s son
And the kid hit his head and teeth.. one fell out
The girl firefighter, or the guy whatever i am lost now anyways
Who knows?
She said she was mad that she only gets paid for 3 days a week
I remember talking to people at raves so funny haha
So i distracted myself looking at a ticket with flight info
Trying to figure out two dates 22nd and 24th
We walked into a van filled with people
She wanted to give me her email which was pretty damn complex so
I noticed the dolphin staring thru the window a bit angrily
I told her it has been nice and i have to fly
I arrived at a parking lot and saw two chavs sitting on the back of a car
They were spitting yoghurt or something kinda kewl i guess to watch
Looked ok, found a new fetish
I walked on after it got a bit lame and arrived at a show or festival
It was crazy
There was an ad company
Or something
Then musicians
I was with a boy that i liked and he was so hot we were travelling for the night
It was fun
I saw some of my tinkertotz art it was great
The boi coincided with somebody i met in my waking real life so i imagine we flew for an eternity earth time.
I look at you in my minds eye and see your being
I know your somewhat lost yet have it all together
I know i love you
But your out there
Perhaps not even on earth
Which is a choice i am facing
I see you
I see me
I don’t see anything else
Perhaps i am greedy
Perhaps i need you
Or perhaps we need each other
Because why go thru life without your mate
I know if the choice comes i will evolve
That is all i have ever done
And evolved with the best intentions
To not even hurt those that would gladly bloodlet me in open forum
I see the suffering and i know he will be there
He will amaze me
He will make me cry with his stories
I see so much of myself in the world
But i belong to me according to universal
not withstanding maritime law
there is no earthbound government or being
that can sway me, trap me, imprison me
or kill me
if it does happen
i may fade away
or i may become apart of every living being on earth
so it is in their best interests to sustain my being
because they are scared
and it will happen
but i am going to be here for a very long time.
- Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage