The terror filled me with so much envisioned fear
It was as if reality was a blur my functional regard was not in place
I was powerless within my own self
The fear of being touched and prodded at and caressed
Without wanting it to happen like a tickle but more painful
The ability for the demonic forces to inhabit the body
In its most vulnerable state
Would leave most with no strength to fight off the assault
In turn like a virus
The demon keeps spreading into other people
One after another until everyone on earth is the mindset that will work to kill
The one
I asked my guide to take me away somewhere nice
But i got an evil scorpion with a turtle shell
This is the animal of mistrust
You can perceive humanity in this way
Most human beings are not born with any type of talent whatsoever
I mean to say that is painful
But it must be said
Only very very few people have a gift
That they can share that people admire
When people pick up on the said talent
Everything is done to eradicate that talent
One thing, it does... in fact, is threaten all of humanity
If left unchecked
So much work is done to snuff the talented ones into ignoring their creator given gifts
Most people without talent desperately cling to whatever riches they can get their hands on
Laughing at your own very talented will as being trivial
And will do anything in their own will to grab at more legal theft, legal murder, legal mutilation
While going around parading the fact that the person down the street was hauled out for several shoplifting charges
Meanwhile they themselves where in charge of the committee that cut 12,000 jobs from families that desperately needed it...but the magic is, their name is secret and will never be known. All that is needed is a signature.
They would happily cut the tendons of the thiefs hand and lap it up for dinner in all glorification of our own legal system... which in fact is an illusion because the said system is put in place by the forces that keep each and everyone of us away from our true purpose
Our true meaning
Our true selves
Our true future
Our true relationship with others
Without our true purpose being fulfilled the individual becomes rebellious and will fight the system and bring it down at all costs or they are easily influenced to aid others in their illusion.
If the system perceives you as being a threat it will try its very best to lock you into slavery for the rest of your life. Exhausting you to the point of complete obedience
Making you wait a minimum of 45 minutes for every single thing imaginable
Example being you go to your work, 9 hours, come home eat, chores, chatter, friends, phonecall, exhausted day over. Day off great finally some time to myself
4 appointments each taking 45 min to wait and 30 min to complete add in a lunch and some time travelling perhaps a workout or preparing for when you have to sit back at your enslavement for more time than you spend living
But hey you get a few shillings and you get a few fancy things to wear and people to mock that don’t have what you have and you look so great in your flashy car and your big hair life is perfect you have a full life . how complete
Forgetting what your true purpose is, and what you need to do
It is quite nasty to say but *most* people do not have the intellect to go ahead with their own vision. It is much easier to attach to another vision in place which you know nothing about
When people figure out that you wont back down from your own path and your creators mission. Everything is done to eradicate that person from the earth
Via programmed words and illusion in place via the luciferian mindset
Either trapping that person into an addiction they cant surpass or locking them into a partnership that is inherently psychologically damaging. Or even going to the world of sadistic torture and death.
Now, one can say... this is not the way the world is run. It is very much so.
Everything is tightly controlled and even a simple chatter in the background is performing an eventual occultic vibe in your own life
But we are not shown the literal pieces being chopped off of bodies and the person gassing themselves in their car with tears streaming down the cheeks wondering why this ever happened to them crying out for somebody to stop them.
To tell them that they are wanted and loved, and needed and to turn off the ignition.
Sure i may need a title like theorist or tinfoil hat but i actually say i am in fact a realist and i am against this whole disqusting world they have given us or better yet have placed before us.
My scorpion was growing impatient staring at me with its shelled eyes
So i kinda shrugged and hopped on
Fearful of where it is going to take me in some way
But knowing my soul cant progress if i don’t see what this creature needs me to see
He took me to a pub/restaurant
I ordered drinks
This girl came up to me and asked to sit down
She told me she had maimed somebody
She had blood all over her
And was spraying it all over me
Sickening
I was covered in blood
Normally people imagine a little cut or whatever
But this slime is purple/red and oozing all over my clothes and skin
The only thing i want is it to not sink into my flesh
So i dart to the washroom to clean it off
I look in the mirror at who i have become
Hawt boi i thought
Well, tough to find a six foot boy
I smile
Thinking how much i have overcome
Looking at my clothes i start wiping this off myself
Thinking the horror to it all
Not wanting to find out what this girl did ..
I was told i had to fill out a witness report
And if i didn’t
The sheriff would come and place me in protective custody
Luckily the scorpion flew by and winked
So i hopped on again
I never thought i would be so happy to see this fierce critter
Took me to yet another rave
Great i thought
Time to give these year three thousand vibes a test
I met this guy
He was a stud
19 years old dark hair slim body and 5lbs overweight lol
Kind of a glance my way and he was pretty high
He said he first tried rave drugs when he was 13
I thought wow
I first tried when i was 15
Two of us
Stuck at age 13 and 15
LoL
Kinda funny trying to be the butch men we were
He touched me, but was a fierce grab at my waist
I said wait your a bit drunk you might regret this when you cant remember who i am
And that drained feeling you will have in the morning
So i handed him a quartz crystal i had on me
He asked if i had one more pronounced
I said yes i do
So i reached in my pocket for the citrine
He went to hand his back
And i told him he could keep both
I stroked his face lightly with my index finger
I told him we would meet again with the power of the light
I got a text from my rave buds
We were all to meet up and go have something to eat
Was around 4:45 a.m.
Not the time you want to be at the rave for when they turn on the lights
We were walking thru the street i could see an amazing neon green light sign
About 50 feet by fifty feet circular and flashing
A rave diner i thought
Perfect
The scorpion ran by
Sadly i said i had to go
They waved
I was on a bus when we were travelling thru the city
Suddenly a guy got sandwiched between two busses
Hit, bloody and bruised
So i called nine eleven
Nothing really
So i kept trying
The guy was ok after some time and could actually stretch like they do at the gym
He said i took money from him earlier
I said whatever that wasn’t me, that was my puppet master
And with that he kind of ran off sideways like an animal from another realm
Whatever i thought to myself
I ran into a stud boy just near the shop
He was going through my backpack, i had like four on me
He took out a red hoodie
He wanted to wear it i said take it bud you’ll look like a lil stud
He threw me a bag
Inside were a ton of jockstraps and boxer briefs
Total jackpot i thought i am definitely keeping this
I kissed him goodbye and he moved the hair out of his face and shrugged
“see ya m8”
So i hopped on the bus again to see my family
It was so crowded like unbelievable
Finally my stop came up
And i threw all my bags to the back door
The bus was so crowded
My stop came up and everything was obliterated
Like bombed out i was in disbelief
They are all gone i thought
How could this be
All the building were charred and in half remains
The bus sped up and went down a few sidestreets
I was trying to figure out where everyone was living now
What had happened to them
We drove by the open wall in one building and i saw a huge two hundred inch plasma screen teevee
Half bombed out
Then we arrived at a secret entrance
The security guard had a seizure upon entry to the place
He was guarding the gate
To the bunker
We were all shuttled into a a room like a university lecture hall
One row a bit higher then the last in amphitheatre style
The room was full of nurses
Who were condemning two people to their death
One guy was already dead
And an asian girl got one needle in her bicep then three lower down the arm
One after another
She shook a bit
And passed away
Quietly and silently
The shock of being able to witness this
The horror of being known to the status elites
The vision of being insightful
But nobody could relay any of these visions
If they were apart of the fleshform that curses the earth
If they did they would be punished
I am one of the only remaining souls of my kind in my region that is able to retain
And relay this info
I will never give in
I will never be sold or harmed again
I will do this until my peaceful death
Long into the future
But by then most of this madness and the war that i am involved in will be long gone
And a sweeping beauty and a sweeping enlightenment will grace all of the remaining actual human beings on earth
It is not my responsibility to save the souls of those that would wish harm on another
My only responsibility is to my own souls progression sadly
I will try my best to help others
But when you can touch or speak to another like yourself
You don’t believe they actually exist.
- Shaun A. Delage