On another realm I know of my current job linked with the never spoken of dimension.
Quite the character that is why in this reality…
I am able to be shuttle between, alike people in the know.
That actually do know of
my mysterious full potential.
I know I must have a lot of protection.
This is where the gates would be overseen.
Like a video camera your looking out on the dream-world. Mostly controlled but subtly suggestive. Most people when they meet another dimension they are scared.
I was at first but now I just think to myself.
Nothing phazes me anymore.
A major code in the admirality/maritime law
that nobody has been able to crack is how is it able to exist?
It is allowed and permissible when certain target are using the route.
All Routes must be being used at every given moment.
In some way or another that has not been told to us.
An oceanic route could span thousands of miles.
A simple roadway could be an entire grid.
If by chance this system is not able to function it will break down.
This is why everywhere you look something appears to be happening, to continue the illusion. If by chance you get the sensation you are alone.
That is not the case.
This is how each type gets imprisoned into their own matrix.
Say I involve myself in my own lil world.
It is therefore in existence and in place based on some fundamental ground rules.
A full spectrum would be simply living your life vs a Buddhist monk stepping over the jurisdiction of where you reside would put you into a different form of governance.
I am reminded when I was placed with my twin concept. Most beings that are me would choose the life that was laid out to me.
A sort of numbed desire to give up and surrender. Placing your care in the attention of a single soul, institution, however profitable. If you appear to be slipping away you are placed on a sort of pink slip.
One thing that every scene I am aware of that is illusion is that something always feels a bit off.
The spiritual guidance and protection is on a snuff out mode.
You feel burdened, victimized etc
Put on a path of 200 beings that ultimately are charged with deciding your fate.
Sometimes it is by own sheer will that you are placed on release.
Left alone, too strong, he doesn’t know, I know.
Once that situation clears up no assistance whatsoever is gained from the said situation.
You leave the energy of their own being and you are cast away.
On the property, you are at their will.
The energy obtained is beyond belief and the assistance and sight gained to the individual present is unknowing.
A sort of enlightenment for all of the souls in the casket after thousands of years of dormancy and no ability to comprehend.
Most beings cannot by their own desire figure out exactly the system that is taking place all around them. Thrown at them to be able to be manipulated.
Shuttled around like an abhorrence to all that see you. Except those that are going thru the exact circumstance as you …
but are unable to communicate to you via the rules of the law surrounding you and them respectively.
I sense the troubles, the game, the wars between the sexes, elements, unseen hands, operational, statistics. You are worth more dead or alive, it doesn’t matter. The preference is on death.
An individual, to govern or lead people…
must have a complete understanding of what power systems are in place.
Who your supposed enemies are. Who these figureheads represent. Those in the know of the actual timeline. Would do everything possible in their power to stop your progression. It may seem a bit off to look at yourself at this point and never imagine yourself a spiritual leader or a governer.
Able to compassionately and lovingly guide those in your care to absolute enlightenment. To be able to tackle evil demons that will try and dethrone you. To be able to have the characteristics That would enable you to be a divine leader. One, that while in loving solitude is able to care for his loyal beings with the fullest extent that a heart can provide. Each touch would heal a soul. (not even a characteristic-royalty is given or attempts to say they have) Where one would assume that a person given gifts was a spectrum of every fringe society on earth. Cast away in the realm of the forgotten.
To be able to connect with your entire soul state and your entire purpose in life. Is divine.
To be tested 1,000,000 times in good faith, with loving attention is a quagmire of sorts. Many times I looked death in the face. I made an ethical reasoning vs how each situation looks on a surface level.
A few times I was definitely greedy I would say. A few times I was incredible hurt in the process. A few I care not to mention the horror involved. Many times I felt trapped and forced into choices by the guidance governing this realm.
I don’t pretend to know the answers. I know they will fall into place. I know I have gifts despite what everyone in here will make me believe.
It seems you need a never ending confidence and an ego but one not based in desire to truly and enigmatically be a teacher, a leader, a person who you look up to and want to be like.
A person that can warn you when they believe you are being deceived or taken advantage of or misled.
I kind of picture myself going back to a community and able to relate my full knowledge to those I represent with a given ability.
To live life as a real actor. Act the part, do the steps, be shown the true nature of the society that is governing us at this moment. To understand the black/dark magic and the figureheads chosen to represent an incredibly vulnerable society.
Many leaders will happily dine on escargot while 50 people could enjoy a meal on that price alone. I am one that would happily starve almost to death so that those 50 people may remain confident at least for another day. Renunciation.
Many leaders definitely sell out once they are given massive amounts of power and authority. They happily enjoy the rewards while those in their care are dying/starving/suffering.
“everything is shown out of love”
I highly doubt that.
While a select few are pulling the strings.
Meanwhile themselves suffering,
they relay that to others.
To govern with the heart and no
Some of the most enlightening experiences I had were meeting somebody for a flicker of time in our realm of thought. I wonder about my own karmic mesh that surrounds me. My whole life seems to surface in thoughts and visions. My own beliefs come into question
I am reminded at how others view me.
Mind you I know of my enigma status.
I will always be somewhat confusing to a lot of people.
My actions and my thought process.
I am aware that this is happening all around and I am speaking simply of a breakup and how that affects me. I know the steps that an oracle must go thru before she/he is proclaimed an oracle.
Now many would say why do you align yourself with the divine, that is delusion. We are all the walking breathing loving essence of that which is most clear and beautiful and eccentric in nature.
Then my mind races to all the scenes that I was made unaware of until now. I am also reminded of my own seeming mistakes in the last cyclical stage in my life. Question my outlook on sex. I know there may be a time where
People may be what they broadcast.
In the moment. Some are attracted to complete arrays of filth in ones speech and mind.
Or they would assume.
A diagnosis provides a certain set of thoughts to accuse somebody of living out of the norm. one would feel funny knowing that this certain diagnosis is more formed in a character or mind.
DIAGNOSE everyone
Those that would know of your being more than you know of yourself.
People would make assumptions on the nature of your character.
But to a new soul it would be a daunting task to try and nail it out.
One would assume superiority based on some given notions present in a life.
Funny thing to let your egotistical nature take hold.
Well, Why should you not be egotistical?
You mingle with “local celebs/visiting celebs etc”
-people of stature or title or shock value.
The mockery of the game going on currently.
Would be of a sort of amusement to those detached from it all.
With the knowledge of the gravity of the situation.
Then the term liability comes to mind.
Too much attention, and introspection….
we cant handle that my friend in the faith.
We have come too far.
Why would they want to shine a light in that dark corner? Well to illuminate it.
It is funny to think of a chair as just a chair or a car or truck. The thoughts would throw somebody off after while. The self would become somewhat in tune of our vampiristic society.
Just like everyone is every individuality at times , They just cannot put a name to it. One would become so detached from the real world by all the information they process by magic they didn’t even know was performed on them. This is why the sexual game is so strong, like the drug game, the money game, the secret game, the process and the mind.
All people get so helplessly addicted to the overload/download of information. It would become a helpless addiction. It would become a senseless struggle. A search for secrets. Where the only real safety is that in the unknown. One would think, the unknown is pretty freaky.
The assimilation of the entire character would take place endlessly at all hours at all levels. A future would be revealed based on newly downloaded information. An endless trickery would seem fun to those that are aware.
There are those out there that cannot be trusted with your D.N.A.
Be yourself.
But know who to trust.
Your whole journey will depend on it. If u find somebody that is great
all of the power and my power and all our power to you and your love.
If you believe in that soul entirely. Some take longer, some take very little time. Most don’t care. Just a processor or a microchip or hyperlink.
Not a real life.
Not an existence.
Not a faith.
The attempts to diffuse the energy of the guardians of the planet will not go un-noticed. It is not looked at simply or two and two are not put together.
CRYSTAL METH / crystals
The element is common to be a protective guardian of each soul that places their belief in their love and protection. It is sad that our mother earth is also entwined with a duality but also a curse in a sense. The rock we live on or better yet each continent has a purpose.
Everytime somebody says Crystal. The magic is placed in all rocks that are beautiful that they are associated with Death, suffering, nazi’s, starvation, week long to 18 day long high’s.
This was not really the case a few decades ago many were aware of what a crystal is. The mystery power and beauty it holds. Not it is an attempt by our minders to send disturbing and horrific energy their way to alienate them and kill them off.
It was no secret that while I was on many types of drugs I found the characters in my life to be aiding my own digression into a blackened state. A cast of characters that simply showed up and attempted to carry me off to hell, literally.
Even in that horrific nazi state I was able to objectify the experience after being high for 12 days with no food or other nourishment. I was completely in a sense possessed and souls were feeding off my sexual energy and my depths of darkness that exist in all minds. It is funny to me, now that I never once attempted suicide really while in this state. I always had guardian souls taking care of me along the way and guiding my mind to the elusive mathematical formulae that exists today.
I asked my higher self about my guardians in meditation and it numbers in about 5 dozen at all times.
I am somewhat aware of them and always have been. A faculty so to speak. This would immediately illuminate any dark corner or abyss and everywhere I go would shine incredible loving light and love.
This makes a lot jealous that have disgraced their guardians by using sex magic with celebs and royalty to conceive their true ego and the one that has been given to them. Local celebs, provincial, world, and people you would never think you would meet. But hey is by their divine birthright that they meet these people. It can never be spoken of….or they would be mutilated alive or boiled alive.
The illusion must go on.
The illusion must exist.
Those that are involved in it “know”
Those that are enlightened “know”
Despite the incredible energy and magic going on to dissuade them that this reality is not to be perceived your way.
You are not welcome to your own thoughts, instant celeb status, incredible happiness etc. Much is done to make you go out of time with the present and much is done to recycle your energy for their benefit to aid them in deceiving you. Using your energy to deceive you is pretty funny if you think of it. The simple jedi hand/arms crossed trick works very well.
You almost know instantly if your energy is being sucked from your soul. Sometimes there is a numbing or scatter spell done to make you unaware. Much money and items will be dedicated to making you happy and clothed/fed.
Neways back to the karmic life of the crystal.
Mine made me aware of this subtle and subliminal magic going on. I assured them that they are safe with me. Even when I leave this dimension and earth.
I will come back to make sure they fall into the right hands. The process of energizing them after millions of years of sleeping or a life of no purpose takes skill. Keeping them warm. Housed is definitely a luxury.
Most of those involved in the deception cannot even go near them. They will lose them or they will be misplaced or stolen etc if you are not ready to take care of your crystals and guide them as they guide you. They will find a way to leave your possession. Most cant even touch them without being punished.
It is a gift to want to have some, if you place your intent in your mind. They will make sure you find them and they find you. It is a gift to have your soul. It is a gift to be living and breathing this very moment.
You are not deadened, and remember you have the opportunity to guide with loving lessons what each soul needs to know for the guidance and protection they need, after many lives of abandonment, death, pain, horrific secrets. The fantastic ego desire that rewards new naive souls with everything they desire in this life. They just require your essence to do their work.
This is all I really need in the end. And it it sometimes interesting to think of all of the complexity of madness and illusion in every single souls life I come into contact with. I will be completely shocked when I do in fact find the souls I am most aligned with. The foresight of who I want to be surrounded with is intriguing. The intuition and the courage needed to carry out my goals and wishes and that of those I aim to be like. Is always a funny notion. Dealing with the fact that this current so called reality of constant programming to a set belief can be mind numbing. It seems everywhere you look the illusion is desperately trying to hold you in. Locked.
You shake things up or try and find a middle ground and suddenly your back at this constant struggle. Intake of vegetarian items only brings enlightened thought forms. I find. A new set of circumstance evolves when your not literally dripping with their code.
It is just completely amazing to understand who really runs everything on the globe, while the magic of the symbols will entrance you into thinking they don’t exist.
Although you may wonder what exactly it is that your drawn too. More of a core self teaching. But it is best to ignore that or speak with somebody of a higher vibration than you. Living in harmony with the earth. Takes lil steps but they are there in front of us.
And mind you it is a given that 3 out 5 you see on the street is going thru the same enigmatic struggles you are at this very moment. The sound that emits from your soul will be so high it will almost shatter a thousand low frequencies buzzing. You will be enlightened into what to go closer too and what to distance yourself from immediately.
The only real guidance left is that of yourself plus the added fractional of that of the unknown. Those that fear those two things you are usually aware of, and on some level can understand that they are themselves hopelessly lost in all of this. Sometimes more than yourself. Sometimes A LOT more. Invested interest in how things are running currently.
The interesting personality type that is hunted and would rather stay in a limousine. Or the incredible beauty radiating from this soul would confuse most. My only hope is that they don’t feel they cant communicate with me. Likewise my fear in others Completely detached to this reality let alone this dimension of thought. I am aware of this quality in others. I am also aware fully of the reverse quality or when the situation is attempting to deceive me. Which happens in the moment. The point of deception is sometimes quick or takes years. One would assume their role is to scan somebody fully then come to an understanding of everything they have in their dna. Many in the darkness are observant but grow casually at peace with you. If you have this quality to calm a soul. A Room or a world shown to you it is an incredible thing. You can either literally Read energy, take it, or give it, and other forms of supernaturalism the common soul would not be known to have in their skillset.
The dark arts.
The white arts,
The spectrum arts,
and the incredible radiating energy arts.
The mindframe needed to comprehend the gravity of the progression of the universe would be so extreme that it would have to be outside of this that is happening currently.
Let alone the cyclical and constant process of re-education.
The illusion that the illusion doesn’t exist.
Of course one would say….What is this single soul worth to me ? let alone about 100,000,000 of them?
Thru some small gesture or simple characterization.
To alter ones life drastically happens one every ten years or so. Those that live it everyday see themselves as lost completely one would imagine.
The infusion of eccentricity that life provides would only seem to be extremely surreal to one individual. Maybe one of the enlightened ones. One that would play endlessly and how dare one to break out and rebel in a conformist way.
Outcast. But somehow involved. The gravity of the body of knowledge on the planet would be so high in population that the number would seem so out there nobody would really even believe in it. Or the odds that are stacked up against you. In here. On this rock. In this time zone. On this planet.
Strictly speaking of course the saturnic royal family could exist.
You just would never know it.
Of course one would not speak up or speak of this nature it would not be allowed…or would it.
No contractual obligation so one would seem a bit forgotten after the fact. The heavy presence of illusion masked in an invisibility spell in ones life would seem simply to much to handle.
People know this of my nature of skill. Things are not always as they would seem I guess. Ones soul would be judged thousands of times before they are found to be fit of an individuality complex that would seem a bit of a theory or a thought process…( It would require quite a long time to figure out) How would ones soul become somewhat retrievable?
A bit of a question…but always funny to find out in the long run.
A constant process of reintegration, constant analysis, a seemingly final quotation.
Jurisdiction of a faith,
Energy work on a divine scale. The sight that would seem to be seen.
Told it doesn’t exist, Then revealed in a small way that it does exist.
Yet lost in a land in the time of the swine age.
Simply world events that play out are given a place in our time of being… that would ring out in a super sonic wave across the rock that was given a purpose.
The frequency would be undetectable.
The emotion of the circumstance would be a water ripple in time. Made on a surface level to try to tell us that our current reality is based in reality. Would it be ? or would it be so boring that nobody would want to understand.
Every writer on earth is punished for what they write. It happens on other levels.
The sensations would become overbearing at times.
Trying to speak in a energy wave that encompasses this great globe would seem awkward.
I even break past the places that have bombs under them.
How would one be in the know on certain phrases about frieking turtles.
It is always the case when I a chosen soul finds out stuff they shouldn’t.
or is inhabited at times by forces that are un-measurable to our standards
Everything is geared towards telling you the supernatural world doesn’t exist.
Being in quite a few situations where one comes to the conclusion that they are living in illusion, is usually a sight to be held close. A person –an ego- would be able to see and show others their given role in this system.
Then one would ponder what exactly is said on other levels. At the very least I look at each new soul I come into contact with as a fellow matrix warrior. Beaten, hurt, enlightened, lost, found. When each person accepts their given specialization. Everything falls into place. When somebody says their role in society is a sub folder in an office and they don’t deal with any other situation, makes me smile.
When an ego gets so fantastic…one would ask, “who do you think you are?” of course an infant writer would be a funny muse. So naive as to the understanding of people sometimes dozens of years and quite a few decades on yourself. How funny the world would seem to them. Somebody said, ur writing is scattered, spelling mistakes, punctuation and errors…no form. Makes me laugh cause I just say my specialty is writing and that is what wonderful souls called editors do in theirs. The form is good but hey whatever. It is usually interesting to break down a single sentence in simple speech that is broadcast to you.
What they are saying vs.
What they are actually saying,
What they believe they should say
What they are told/shown/made to to say.
Given my experience with men, I am used to seeing that intensive glare…coming from some of the hawtest corners of perception. I would love to treat you like a god they broadcast. I know. I look back.
It is a particular look, anybody in a cosmo city is fully aware.
Considering in a decade in a city like that you can literally come into contact with hundreds of thousands, possibly millions of souls.
The writers ego is always hated, adored, hunted.
Meant to guide your vision away from the written word (that you know so well) Articulation is a skill. A world apart.
A world close by. Each individual experiencing instant enlightenment vs. extreme pain.
The only real gift somebody can give always is happiness and love. The idea that possessions don’t occur in the west or that we are not vulnerable to them if we look. And the idea that they are not coincidences has some interesting vibes.
Most appease the masters of the planet, productive, chatty, spreading the wealth around like a tiny ant giving out crumbs.
A few, are on the radar and quite a few are stripped of their rights, faith, enjoyment of self and others and real freedom.
The experience of meditating in a group and what personal devils you will come across.
Then you see the enlightenment in every single persons eyes. Like they have come home. The doors are just heavily guarded and controlled. They hold all the keys and are very aware of your intellectual capacity. The knowledge that your future self will ultimately reveal itself. The illusion dissolved. The prospect of being guarded yet happy and refined at all times is quite the flair. You are always in danger. You will always be enlightened. You have the freedom to be happy and to help others see parts of themselves that they seem to ignore.
The oppression and single few chemical / energy compounds. (hates individuality and expression with a passion) it is always made to have you aware of Your shaded thoughts…. to deaden you and render you immobile. This beautiful glowing expressive will makes them close their eyes asleep – the single core cell is so bright that it hurts their eyes. They love it though and love to be surrounded in it’s energy and love. A passing thought of what used to be. Whom you remind them of. How different you actually are in comparison to their current cast of characters in life.
It is interesting to note the hidden communication in the world.
I find myself zoned out in public sometimes having conversations with other alive beings, I am not really speaking with my mouth and breath just simply relaying info on a more etheric level. It made me think that every sub particle and centimetre is observed and used in our realm.
There isn’t a single millimetre that is not used on level we are unaware of. Every fibre of our body has a purpose and major levels of reporting go on as time goes on your future is revealed given a certain set of circumstances with your being and character.
Every being of course is somewhat psychic. I wrote earlier in my writings about the use of the reptilian mindset and later that involved into what I call the invisibles. Because there is not one sole set of beings guarding our human race. It is true that at times you can see a plethora of different emotions, moods and characteristics in somebody. But also as time goes on and the pie moves round and round each piece is represented by the laws that govern our race. Some attach quite heavily to a particular mindset or belief…therefore the governance representing them gets stronger in that issue. Others attach to quite a range of interests and they are well represented in a very diverse range of subjects. I align myself with a very diverse range of issues. My leading governance would always make me believe in myself. But at times the secondary and so on take over for their amount of time. I am thought. I am form. I am emotion. There is not really one single thought or look or image relayed that is not analyzed in some form – an easy way to picture this is the architect grandpa in the matrix. Always testing our impressions of things and in a somewhat eccentric role of deciding what happens next for you. This is what the mystery schools and cults attest to knowing. Is the secretive nature and guilty pleasures of each personality inherited on earth. Where a mysterious being would be tested a million times on their faith and belief, only to have a set of circumstances evolve. This is a philosophical viewpoint in a sense because the murderer would assume that they are completely alone in the world. And it is just the subject and their victim in the room whom they think they will get away with butchering. It is an interesting notion to somewhat evolve out of your dna and out of your type of being you inherited on earth. This would present some difficulties in deciding your fate. And would also change the governance over your being drastically. When somebody becomes a mason for example. It is allowed to happen. Their people in their life change the rules change the food changes the energy changes and so does their governance *giver. Many are tested on whether they will listen to their psychic self daily. Some at some point just ignore the thoughts, while others face them head on and challenge their minders in the unseen world. When the governance changes hands the rules change and it is simply allowed to happen given the laws of divine virtue. Some of the higher echelons know this and it all depends on whom you choose to finance your beliefs and your talent. The quicker you sellout the more you will reap so it seems…giving more power to the egregore mindset. To do it’s work harvesting souls and flesh and bodies and the mind. It is always an interesting notion when something challenges their beliefs. How can one grain of redish sand suffocate 144,000,000,000,000 grains of sand that are coloured dark blue? The look I get when I know I am being deceived is another funny notion I have seen it many time. When this so called architect is attempting to use his influence over beings in my presence to achieve an outcome.
Like the look I give is equally as entertaining as the look I get back. In the so called realm of the guru
…many attach themselves to this person, trap them, subliminate them, finance them, they know them.
They know their secrets but they love to make a mockery of this person, meanwhile they are depositing hundreds of thousands of dollars in blood money to their account while this is happening. The situation is very complex.
To challenge the forces until the very last minute they give out and give you everything you desire true nibbana true nirvana a completely enlightened state which is almost un attainable given the challenges that come your way. (the fortune that is thrown at you as well at times to those on the path would be tempting) Many of our characteristic come from much older versions of the world or matrix as some would call it. This knowledge is held by those that govern us seen or unseen and to rise up and challenge your given programming you would be given the ultimate status of Hacker: Zero CooLMore and more deeper I go on my path eye am in full awareness of the gravity of the situation we are all in. I am in full knowledge that my work. Is a talent yet to be developed. I am aware that souls attempt to communicate with me in the waking world and in the dreamworld. In my character I have the skills of envision, non ignorance, anti a few things (that would attract them to me.) I know they get frustrated and tired trying to show me what I need to see and comprehend. Sometimes it registers, sometimes it just fades away. I am also aware of the gravity of the situation that some of these people are in, in the darkness.
Sex magic, ritual magic, dream magic, secret manipulations/operations, murders, pain, lies, complete filth, and understanding of their issues. Much more than I am willing to relay by simple task.
I could see the great time and energy dedicated to guiding somebody –away- from a personal ability to read things sensed and observed about something or somebody that seems a bit off. I am also very aware by those who –claim- to have this skill. The pozerz in a sense. I know I have untold of unshown skills. I know I have yet to develop those skills. I know those that are hunted communicate with me. I am the only person that will listen. My signature compound on earth is very different than a lot. I have a unique path and understanding of how to see I am also very aware of attempts to manipulate me and this timeline that take place. Attempts to deaden my confidence level, subliminate my own soul into the vast region of disbelief. Being literally covered and soaked in a chemical composition that makes me unable to see/feel this hidden reality.
You also have to know…When to pull out. Like in the real world…The dream world can be as noxious or painful or harmful to you as R:L You can still undergo secret ceremony, ritual, rape, murder, deaths and rebirths, Forced sexual scenes and tests placed on you. Psychological experiments that leave one haunted or exhausted when they wake, only to remember very little, maybe a few words of the experience. The incredible ability to input the info the way it is explained and ponder it. (I am still working on a few dreams this week) The attempts to alter your sexuality in your dreams.
It doesn’t work that way for me, I still find random hookups Every day leads me confused as to who actually runs the dreamworld. I am all to aware of the white/black effect –constantly moving. I am also aware of the souls that are there but cannot be seen. I can literally enter their mind or vision. Live the experience and able to solve issues even there. Or bless a simple tormented, crying soul that has been lost for ages in pain, hell, filth etc and they know they should not be there. They are somewhat trapped.
There has been nobody in this jurisdiction that can aid them in their complex issues. Nobody with the sight or knowledge, that I have the learnt experiences. I have met some serious demons in the real world and dreamworld. Also I have met some angels and incredible energy people present as well.
The choice to attach to either would seem interesting cause they probably already know which side I will attract to. Even despite all of the attempts to hinder me in the dreamworld. Halt my abilities. These souls that were corralled into these dark corners show me rituals, tell me things, show me scenes, some just want to party-this is their moment in time when they “have me” They don’t have much to relay but some kicken futuristic tekno, awesome dance effects, and an incredible smile, others are happy just having a luv-in session. which I am ok with.
I enjoy communicating with all types of beings, some never want to be seen or known. Just felt. All sexes all genders, multi genders/beings etc I also know how tough it is for them to communicate, the courage it takes and the patience and skill needed.
I know there is an untold effect that takes place. I help them –I expect nothing- I have also been helped in my real world as well. Or attracted a few souls as guardians. I give them the right to be recognized, loved, entertained, and used on earth to help them break from this cyclical awareness we are all in.
They in turn show me illusion, protect me (far better than satellite tracking) what to avoid, where to go, what goal to attain next, whom to meet, who to stay away from, who to embrace – that is fully worthy of my time and attention.
This duality in people is always shown to me. I have a helpless addiction for trying to help others that are so unfathomably lost. I dunno what it is. I just like a challenge. I can see their path vs. mine sometimes I get to know somebody really well. Things happen and I move onto my next life stage.
I take tiny hidden bits of awareness from the situation but leave about 80% of the whole thing behind me/it/us
The skill needed to assist others that only have this way of communicating is very sketchy.
Only very few waking on the planet have it at a given time. Hardly anybody for miles and miles. (at times) if they do have it they are usually tranced out, travelling, doing stuff to aid themselves, or just wandering. (or keeping up with the real life sorta thing-which could technically envelope somebody for weeks on end-days on end)
Imagine a society where everyone was a dream warrior/god/goddess/shamen/angel/see/light
The world would be run differently and same with our relations with the world.
19. Segmented media sources/populace management
18. Peers
17. Floor
16. Regional jurisdiction
15. Police.
14. Judiciary
13. Secret
12. Medicine
10.1 & ½ = populace
10. Pharmeceutical
9.Government
8. Foreign government
7. s.p.c>A.
6.1 entert@inment
6. Dark arts/covert opz
5.Gender/personal id roles/beliefs/characteristics (commonly known)
4. Regional figurehead
3. Oceanic law.
2. 8-Universal law-8
1. Angelic/divine
[.-.] Zero [.-.]
It is easy to figure out who your enemy is when their logo/likeness is carved onto your body.
Awareness of the actual dark magic curse that was placed on me. I went off on many paths. Experiencing the true nature of the judgement in the world by your peers. Lucky me, I came into contact with several people that were able to lift the curse. So called white squares. Still part evil but operating on a good faith aspect within the floor. Of course they are apart of the evil mechanism, may appear good. Are still hopelessly lost in their own desires and continuing the illusion.
After my serious suicide attempt a few years passed and I became in a situation that was pure illusion in itself. To get out of it I just started mutilating myself in the shape of the square and compass on both wrists. Not a very serious attempt. But enough to warrant an immediate dismissal from the situation.
If it had gone on as planned I would have been jailed. I know it. For a simple crime. Luckily to avoid any attention the owners of the Chinese freemasonic mall where it happened shuttled me out the door and on my way out. I was not aware of the shapes that were carved on my skin or the distinction, now I look and the images are clear to me. I am aware of who exactly my captors are and the depth of the illusion.
The inability to escape and how many people are involved in the illusion around me at any given moment. It is tough to spot another matrix warrior. But as soon as you meet them it is an instant love and recognition of their soul. I love it. It is a rare gift. Sometimes people know mor3 about me than I know of myself. I wasn’t aware of who exactly placed this curse on me or how exactly it was done. I just know many, many others are trapped and imprisoned for something they did not commit. That the justice system is a game.
Most of those imprisoned figure it all out after some time that they were corralled into a filth pen with no way to get out. Some certainly die there from rape, drugs, murderers…More and more people get ground up in the dimensional vortex known as the prison system like the hospitals etc…There is no way to understand how many actually walk out alive vs dead. That is the secrets that is held by our captors.
Of course it is no secret that once you become a mason you figure out that your own sex is not what it seems and that by virtue of distinction you don’t belong there. By the time you figure this out you have already witnessed so much and it is impossible to escape. Fraternal love, hazing, body manipulation, gender manipulation, castration, eating human meat, murder, rape, incest, sex with animals… The list goes on. I just simply don’t think of it. I know they are aware of me, and my energy work. I can illuminate an entire room filled with this sickening scene. Sometimes am very horrified by the energy that I sense and also the perception that they know I am shining light inside their darkened chamber.
Soaked with blood. Sex magic. Insanity. Yet it goes on…happily, it cannot be touched by virtue of the laws of the duality of divinity. Above the law so to speak. All I can do is live in this madness and shine my light beyond this world and into others and understand the biggest manipulative sphere known to man.
People would think to see the world as if you are the only person living it, everybody else and everything else is fiction…would be odd. Trillions of dollars would be spent to scare the soul into giving themselves up. Haunted..a sort of cat and mouse game. They may use the beings around to manipulate me…But I know my guardians know everything about me, they have insisted this whole time…assured me that nothing I hold in my heart is too dark to be cast into a hell world. All may be solved by my own divine soul. I will shine everywhere I go. I will play this waiting /prison game wonderfully. I will treat every being I meet as a comforting friend and shine the light of dhamma/metta/dharma into their entire self.
With the faculty of gods help I will understand my own involvement and my own path. Luckily the curse on me has been lifted..there is no control over me anymore…
being shuttled from mason to mason from ladies of the eastern star etc I am a free, walking , human being as afforded by the bill of rights. I am reminded of the depth of the curse that WAS placed on me quite a few years ago to this very day.
I come into issues and scenes that remind me that they are still attempting to manipulate me…Lead me astray, darken my outlook and my soul. Mock, abuse, spit etc I can take it all…You can just sense something going on around you. You can feel it in your heart, your third eye and your higher self…that has grown and evolved past all of this is making you see, because you listen.
You have not deadened your soul, your light, or disgraced your guardian angels. You hope that at times they give you privacy to do your own thing and be in peace…with ur own simple desires for a private space, which they do allow… You are not watched all the time, but observed on another level that if sensed anything out of the ordinary with you…They will snap back and assist everyway possible.
I have not figured out the true nature of the characters leading this illusion, but many have the same qualities that I know to watch out for. Sometimes a triple duality that misleads you. I also am fully aware of who my enemy is so to speak, the extent to their suffering and exactly how their soul in fact remains un-retrievable. They are allowed to exist because I am allowed to exist it is simple as that.
Un touchable.
Royalty on earth.
They hold the power, your history, your secrets and the keys to your enlightenment.
So you must still approach each being with love and kindness.– I met a few hawt guys and I touched a flyer on the wall and blacklight filled the dream and I danced with these studs for awhile total rave style beefore waking Loving kindness and nurturing methodology. Extends far beyond the human realm.
Into the minerals realm and animalia.
The Plant world. The mysterious observance.
So haunted by many oddities spiritually.
Yet protected by many – who bask in the light.
It is like being in a gym with thousands of people and no music or lights or anything.
Then as somebody shines a bright LED flashlight around them people will naturally gravitate to that light. Considering the creepiness of the gym… Then when you figure out that there is a way to leave this darkened shaded grey existence. Through being alive. Also being in knowledge, of the present micro situation currently taking place.
An awareness of the multitudes of individual cosmos of current realities taking place for each individual. You then see that this awareness exists far into other ever present worlds that are going on around you this very moment. A reality where everything is also represented in an exact opposite. One where you would be ok with a hippy type. But then realize that they are the worst type of hippy, The astrological game always taking place even masked in auras that it doesn’t exist and just simply ignore it.
Mind you given my current evolution I can only sort of figure out mathematically that the odds of my life getting more extreme and more stacked on so to speak.. I would say my life will technically fell pretty colourful if amplified by 1,000,000 times the current mysterious yet incredibly bright outlook I have. One to tap into their own talents and develop them, download em, one would think an ego would ensue.
Technically speaking of course. But to make every decision based out of ego would not make me feel very complete. This is what those in the darkness are attracted too. By simple laws of the universe they may only be illuminated by you for a very short time. Imagine that simple LED light as being times -x1000.
It takes work to shine that specific colour. Although one would feel as if their entire life had been a curse. It may come into their train of thought as being something of a complexity we are all aware of on some level. One would not have a record of the departed souls, that “were” influenced by my own existence. Mind you I am not typing and typing away senselessly at egotistical statements. That would be present and the reader would have stopped reading ages ago. Seems every faith has a policy of trying to suck you in, in that 30 seconds they have your Attention…
Some people are fine developing their energies to that of simply the colour pink or orange for example. Others are better off trying to imagine themselves as a full spectrum. I find the aligned white light, may be the simplest to try to broadcast when your out and about. Rather than trying to imagine 8 colours on the spectrum. Me personally I know a rainbow would be fun and great. But knowing some days the colours would be like, off. Or completely opposite given your mood.
It is way easier to think of white light as a focal point. Especially in your travels. Where an entire room or gathering of beings is awestruck by what your developing and broadcasting on others. But due to their own self in this system cannot make their observation known. Only sort of, feed from your incredible brilliant light lol They will relay in speech or in action that you are simply another clone or not important. All the while downloading your incredible energy to their own. Accessing thoughts and visions that aren’t theirs. Flashing you that smile as you leave the room. I know in my heart that a lot of people are rather experienced with these energies and the download of light that happens.
Me personally, when I feel I am the focal point…all the energy of beings focused on me…it is too tough to handle. I get the classic symptoms of anxiety to spell it out medically. I sweat a lot and just eventually get drenched processing it all. I feel like I should count every millisecond. The when it comes my turn in line what a sight I must be. Nervous, drenched in sweat and fumbling with my change, spilling some as I go
To operate solely on the energy given to you. Not that of others. Is a daunting task. People feel something from you. Wow, my energy isn’t being sucked right out of me by this person. wooo
Or the more adept you are…You are like, oh my god he so wants me naked in that fountain. Then you like try and distance yourself cause the guy is a total creep lol
Many lower signs and beings think they can outsmart a ram.
The scorpion takes your pain. Recycles it, inserts it into them.
They feed off of pain and hurt and despair. You can see it in their face.
What may seem like the final sting would bring a funny thought to my own being.
What they don’t understand is that a sign that operated solely on a sexual nature, will bring just simple thought and desires…one would assume they are enlightened by all of the analysis thrown at you from their end. It is true, they are cunning….But do not have the evolved spirit and the knowledge of the universe that my sign places and gives to others as a gift. Only to those deserving.
Each sign has their own qualities of course, and if you don’t believe or desire to know more about the mysterious world that is your fault. With a final sting comes evolution into a higher world due to the pain inflicted. They will all keep stepping backwards while I surpass all.
I go into unchartered territory always, which affords me secret knowledge.
The karmic institution has gotten smarter over the past decade and now mostly in the moment punishment for evil deeds. A full understanding of this helps you thru it.
While I am enlightening myself and using my energy to help the beings around me and give my service in ways that aren’t considered a currency. They simply have meaningless grunting sweaty sickening sex that leaves one empty and unfulfilled. Then the scorpions true nature is revealed. All talk but no show.
Surface wise they have it all…. Sure, whatever. Just look at the face.
An enlightened being is something different. Always looking inward and using the judgement of a person to initiate a path of sublimination and alteration. So they will be forever changed, maybe not figure it all out for years…They would understand after many years the true nature of this evolved soul.
By then, I am long gone….an Adonis … and with my savior/soulmate.
One would think they can overpower the ram…that is impossible. Specially with knowledge and sophistication. A life lesson hides behind every single day alive.
I cannot stand being scattered on a harmful energy line. Around beings that are harmful.
I need peace,
loving happiness,
and beautiful loving natural love.
I know “many” I have met will never meet their soulmate. I know in my heart he is out there.
I don’t wait. I just simply prepare for the next part of my life. May take a year or two but when I am ready I will be ready. I will be a real man, thx to my .train.ing.
I will have evolved past lower desires, and loons and weirdos I meet. I will be so far past what people assume I am…They will be amazed and you will be amazed
The mindset required to function in everyday life would seem to be a surrealist ritual. Many characters around and many people in your presence. Constantly talking, changing you… if your deemed to fit the mesh you will be given all that you dreamed of. Tapping into universal knowledge and universal wisdom in every day life would seem a bit off or odd by most. I am not saying go build a mud hut and isolate yourself for 30 years while everything mysteriously changes as you wander away from this flash in time and space. The simple truths that lie in every situation. The simple loving knowledge that is broadcast on all levels. Some would have to ascertain whether their action is based out of greed or egotistical nature.
Then constantly analyze every decision made from a fractal illusion of angles and depths. Where does one go when ones soul is so evolved and highly personal to the given circumstance. Or so damaged that it may appear off key. Or so elated that this self was given a human body after all of this time. It would be quite silly to waste this lifetime on trivial matters. Knowing that some trivial matters may become more of a solid reality later on in life. There are reasons behind the motivations of others and in relation to your own higher self teachings. Your life is a gift. You being here amidst the madness can calm everybody and everything down to a point, where it becomes an imprint as an energy wave gliding across the planet.
Of course for one to say that they have had contact to the very depths of the universe …farther than any probe or shuttle… one would get locked up for such statements. It’s where you look up in amazement at what is before you. The incredible gift that life itself is. Perhaps even on a planet ruled by powers we are even unaware of. Or being hidden from…due to the incredible energy they broadcast. It would be harmful to ones being to align with any of these energy sources. The energy is so high and so vibrant that what we perceive of it may be too much to handle. The true gurus are those that you think bout in life that may be famous or personal. They leave an impression on you. They have taught you a valuable life lesson. They were a guru but of course would never broadcast it. One would think jeeze that’s funny.
Those that immediately broadcast a guru vibe u know –yikes ! those that simply and mysteriously relay an intense emotion or explosion would have you wonder. You would wonder about things like the future or your self, or your own mistakes, Your future choices… etc The constant struggle after soul after soul –new soul vs. old soul struggle going on. The old souls always seem to win in the end, although in the moment it may not appear as such. The first say and the last say so to speak.
Endless amounts of money and time are devoted to showing us our independent thought is not welcome as an intellectual observation in the grand scheme of things. Much of what the media relays is the ego desire selfishness and above human seeming capabilities that are present in every form of news, shows, movies etc
Facts are presented in such a manner that it seems to drown out our own thinking as being un-measurable by today’s standards. “Your thoughts are not welcome, nor would they even matter”
Lol thx -> how nice of this whole thing. Multitudes of decisions layered on in a given situation would have one think-I made the right choice, or was it chosen for me.
Trademarked:
blue –hues- shades-
discovered variations and tones.
Like distinctions,
you need to be invited to use the shading and colour.
Very much like maroon.
- Shaun A. Delage