Countless people and beings
only understood by the depths of their emotions
The easiest thing to do is to mask your emotional response to the illusion around you so you can better move on with your life without giving into the collective psychosis of society
Literal collective mass hysteria
Brought on my many many darkened hell beings
I don’t say this with any hint of theological inclination
I say this because if you look at the creative minds of many people here now
They are supporting the evolution of a hell based ideology
This to me, is surprising
Because you would imagine as a whole, that society would long to evolve
Bring on a beautiful enlightenment that would far surpass anything we know
Where are all the minds dreaming this up
Planning our beautiful future
Who knows
Imprisoned
Addicted
Hoodwinked
Some of the greatest minds that could conceive of this reality are under lock and key you simply would not understand who they were or what their being inhabits just passing them on the street
How could we become enlightened
It starts with every action you make being for the divine prosperity of all of your relations
It means coming out of a karmic obstacle of evil based intention
Selfish desire
Greed
Pain
Hurt
Anger
It means being a being that has realised the wrong of their ways when they were more naive to the inner workings of justice and right thought right action
And that nowhere given the law of the land and given the intellectual capacity of the being making the wrong choice
They CANNOT be held accountable
Especially if they were not a mature being with the complete
understanding of the faculty of choice.
Any earthen based law would be snuffed out by a more universal oversight
That is, if the earth based demons don’t reach you first.
I call on my guides knowing the solitude i feel when i travel
I get a millipede
I don’t really enjoy these creatures
But i am not here to judge it
It is just super freaky to me as a concept to ride this thing, when i am most vulnerable
First place was justa flash of thought
I was in a gay sex establishment
But i lived there
Kinda fun
But for those that have never been there
The depth of desire is amazing
People are happy having meaningless encounters with beings they know nothing about
Next the millipede took me to a drug house
It was beyond dimensionally freaky
I awoke in a strange room with stuff littered everywhere
Every hole in my body was in pain, bleeding, hurt, violated
I had been raped continuously in this house, for days
It first started out as going home with some guy.
Then i noticed people around me with bruises
And gashes and figuring out they were dead
I was brutally horrified
I needed to get out
I found a cell phone and trying to call for help
i couldn’t find anything with an address in this litter
I had no way to understand where i was
And address, a planet... anything lol.... i was scared
I leaned out of the window and noticed a girl a few levels down
I yelled for help and for somebody to call the police
How relieved i was when she said sure and was not simply a lookout
I saw a police car pull up
I screamed and waved at them and told them what had happened to me
They covered me with a white blanket with cushioned patches
And told me they were taking me out of the hell hole
My face was battered
My body in pain
And i understood and just cried.
The millipede walked by and i hopped on
I was a girl and apparently we were being snuck into a social function
Since we lost a bet we had to sell ourselves to cover the debt
Running thru countless hallways i ran thru holodecks so to speak
Found myself at a nightly school function
I went up to ring a bell to announce something
That i escaped the brutality
Everyone clapped and smiled
And i walked on into the darkness and thought to myself .....
Now what.
My own being (and nobody else) is my own critic
I sit around with those that love me at a beautiful picnic
I look around at a beautiful man and want to mimic
I walk every step insanely rhythmic
I know people all around are unjustly cynic
Seeing past the madness and illusion of the ritual Olympic
It is somewhat of a distasteful sickening acidic
Looking at the moon somewhat ecliptic
Feeling the pleasure in peoples eyes is somewhat sadistic
I write with a flair and original style for the artistic
I know in my heart i am better off and more sophistic
Looking around it is hard to ignore most of the horrific
But i see alot in that around me that is somewhat terrific
I live way on the cool breezy pacific
Wanting to be somewhat puristic, ignoring the holistic, trying to be prolific
Yet desiring in others for them to be specific
I walk with astride somewhat intrinsic
I ignore the more practical nature and look into being more analytic
Seeing that 90% of others out there crave that in the masochistic
I smile and flash my teeth in the fashion of being somewhat voyeuristic
I want him to be a bit egotistic , idealistic , modernistic
Walking in and out of the system in placement is somewhat surrealistic
Perhaps my dreaming self is somewhat over optimistic
- Shaun A. Delage