When your looking for your soul
That is the most vulnerable you can be
And much will be offered to you
In forms of katimavek or vipassana
Or other multi level marketing schemes done by puppet masters
To lead you way farther away from yourself
It is ok, because you can always find your own inner strength
It can be tough
Though
When they say
You cant touch yourself
Or anybody else
Or speak
Or look
Or you have to sleep on a rancid cot
In some strange city building boardwalks
Is ok, you will be paid
Or perhaps not
Much is done to bring you out of your inner state
To search and search endless darkened alleys for your enlightenment
When you already have it every moment
The language as a matrix would have you not believe in yourself
Or lead you in other directions
Farther away from your poetic life
Searching for safety
From being cut to bits
Or being sold on the open market
Or having your teeth rot away before your eyes
Or sitting there in complete sadness
Regretting some of the things you did
While you happily took the elixers they made you
Nothing i can say will lift you out of that
But also i can attest that
There is no finality
There is no doors that have been shut to you
There never will be
No matter what your sin in this illusion
Or perception of sin being broadcasted
On your being
What may seem like eternity in this sickening state
Surrounded by people that intuitively hate
For they are never going to die
Neither will you
But they are stuck here
That is their purpose
You are not them
And they are not you
So even if you must do what you have to do
Show people like me and you
A beautiful smile
Heck even smile at those freaks
that would make you believe
That you don’t matter
Because to me you do
And to many people after me you will
Those that can see into this oceanic bliss
Will supply you with inner light
You know deep inside that you are one in a sea of a million hybridic oddities around you
Like i said b4
Much power and wealth and puppeteering is done to keep us very far apart
One day soon
We will all be together
Without all of the secrets and lies
We will live forever in our never ending world because we have been here before
And we will keep on travelling together my friends
Because this thing never ends for us, we just keep going
But for them, and they know it.
They get to stay here for as long as their minders allow
We get to smile on, live on continuously
- Shaun A. D3lage