I am slowly getting better with my fear of medicine -so my plaque psoriasis is healing really great on these meds and what took me to going to the dr was itching at least every hour all day and the horrible look of my skin -I am rather detached from my body most of the time anyways so I don't know its just when you were forcibly injected you kind of feel really powerless about your health and reaching out - I felt it was a curse that I could over come like oh what are they doing to me now? its like the itching was becoming totally out of control I thought I was going to be the first human to literally die by itching !!! it was torture -now on these meds I have about 1% of itching and my skin is really healing like I estimate that in about 6 months I will be totally cleared up its great but I am stubborn I was like oh I will cure it by aloe gel which did nothing by the way lol this is something I have to overcome if I am going to be healthy and growing old you tend to lose your shyness around medical stuff with all the invasive stuff the only thing I dont think I would be able to do is a colonoscopy unless I really have 2 I still kind of distrust medicine but reaching out has only brought me good things at least I am on the mend :)