just not willing to sacrifice a work environment that is toxic or has sexual/power weirdness- like I would rather sit in my room alone + struggle financially and do creative shit than take the $700 a month with benefits so to speak lol I struggled with my decision to leave the church but that shit was crazy I know the weird perv is like how could I rape shaun he is like 300 lbs -but something had you interested enough in me at some point to send a lewd pic of your anus and testicles and full penis to my work email and he was on the board of directors seems to be a greater vibration of my life everything either erupts into a war crime or a sex scandal and I have little to no control over it all -see I know I triggered him when I said I am against freemasons- it allowed him to settle into a war of the workplace while the pervy director of the board got what he wanted so easily- I wish them well not my cup o tea and christians are just as nutty as the rest but I did try to make it there it was the perfect situation for me- its kind of sad oh well....plus my online life haunts me lots to discover about my outlook for the inquisitive enemies of mine -but let them they can follow me on social media now see ya I did a good job and thought I would be there a long long time but did not have the support to combat all this and was forced to resign over this madness-I don't know how people survive in all these toxic places to work all day you work hard at school and stuff and get your dream job and there is fucking evil workplace mechanics EVERYWHERE