Seperation of oneself from the past seems to be societies greatest struggle …but more than that it is the individual humans struggle as well with things like addiction to drugs and alcohol to cover up the pain of a life.
What is life but a pseudo prison sentence with freedoms. Constant barrage of information regarding your pseudo captivity is hidden from you at all times while being masked in the aura of free market enterprise and capitalism
In a world with almost infinite things to buy it is tough for one not to be materialist
In my gay community materialism seems to be the leading characteristic amongst gay people along with the addiction to sex and alcohol
I don’t attempt to vilify sex or alcohol either while funny to be seen as a conservative raver in my discourses it is ok to drink it is ok to have sex and shoot a load it is ok to buy a $1000 jacket on your visa
But what I am saying is that when materialism runs your life that is all you become
You only become the $400 jacket you bought that was regular $1000
It seems people have lost their spiritual and ancient purpose so they mask it in their slavery and materialism – it seems to be a catch all for those that have no direction or abilities
I have always blogged that people that are inherent slave minded do anything they can to prop up their innermost slave state while ignoring the greater societal issues, simply because they are too busy slaving away to take notice. Then when they are not slaving away it is this endless chase for sex and booze and drugs to mask their pain and injuries sustained while slaving
Slavery is something we all have to live with but what would life be like without slavery
Well people would not have so many burdens like mortgages, endless and tiring debt, addictions etc
When one begins to strip away the layers of illusion in their life it is amusing to note those that scatter around you like locusts trying to repopulate the ideology that you so despise.
Stripping away layers of illusion is tiring and exhaustive work in the mind because you can literally feel when your being stepped on and most don’t do anything about it
Then you have people and like I spoke of materialism I also want to go into social life a bit more
It seems those without an active social life are vilified as psychotics and funny thing is when you practice isolation that is one of the only methods you have to experience peace and enlightenment and ascension and a world without illusion
You are simply left with the self. Most people cannot handle their being. Their presence. They find themselves boring or whatever But funny thing is too that those that block ascension in all avenues in their lives seem to be the most bored. Those that welcome ascension and evolution are constantly welcoming new experiences in their presence
I have really been questioning my place in the world lately
I have been pondering the Buddhist monastic life in depth
I have been relating society to me
Tirelessly searching for a purpose, a reason for being here, a career …anything
Seems to be the hobbies I have besides my enlightenment is the gym and meditation lol quite the life
This reminds me of my anomalous state
That I am here to oppose the structure in place with a Christ consciousness
I have qualms with god and divinity but nothing that cant be solved without some ascension
I question my beings role here and how much of an oppositional force I am in the system
It is a setback , you feel defeated, injured etc
Somebody said to me you have the same chance here as everyone else
I seriously question that because not many average folk have had what I went through on my captivation document and live to tell about it
While the document scares away people that are not likeminded it allows me the power to enter likeminded souls lives and make an impression
I don’t believe that my going public I am going to change people
But the goals of this virtual ministry to is to help others ascend and liberate the written word and do that which is right
Not many gay, Buddhist, raver, perpetual teen, reverends out there lol
Time to make it last I say
- Shaun A. Delage
I will add a post script to this posting which is rare indeed for my blog while most posts follow the same artistic code it is funny because most may wonder about the graphics on here and most of em are all created by meh and who am I well here is a recent pic of me in my bathroom mirror with the camera phone. hottie or cutie well I will let you decide lolz I was just talking to afriend about how I get mistaken for 16/17 all the time but funny I am not an egotist mainly because I used to be 300 lbs... not anymore I am proud of how far I have come. so cutie or studbuddy you decide but haha I know I wont be single for much longer trying to smile at some hawties :) sorry is kinda blurry lolz cant do much about that :P not many reverends that look like me I figure and they lie, they touch themselves... they just dont want to say they do lol priests
fav hoodie (now worn out/faded so rare pic zomg)
still have an aura that is tripped, messed , slick, whacked
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA
Matrix Techno Universalist