Nothing really to do at this point so i thought i would ramble on in a universal dispatch
I have personally been feeling the edges of 2012 hit and it will come into focus predominately with the induction of the year clicking into focus, 2012. At most our only issues remain with the fact that our problems are un solvable marketwise or capitalist wise.
Nobody understands their existence unless they begin to isolate themselves from the social norm.
Thankfully I will be graced with a 2 week silent retreat. I think it will be awesome to enter into a summertime full on dhamma retreat with 3 discourses a day. Meditation 3 times in between a nap twice water approximately 14 times and yea fun lol
I am going away to catsit again soon. I love felines. Caring for an animal is my greatest wish.
I just heard the barefoot bandit will get about 10 years in jail and have to pay the victims of his crimes with the movie deal to his life story. It is funny how the world literally ignores me while I embark on a journey that places me in one of the most famous existences on earth call it ego mania but even psychiatrists whom are educated enough to diagonose ego maniacal behaviour are very much ego maniacal themselves with all of their distinctions. Their power etc
I was fortunate enough to meet a baby puppy these past few days and it reminded me of creation. I was in a way honoured to be one of the first people it encounters on its path. I am filled with feelings of happiness and love and compassion for the animal. In some ways I wish I was a baby puppy but perhaps I am in the incarnation doing the things I want to do presently
It has occurred to me, that I have substance besides the almost etheric residual net that exists all around us, the walking dead of the matrix so to speak. It would seem that everyone and their dog is given an incarnation so that we may see the change in the world and witness the untold horrors of existence.
One could only be happy with their present existences but that is not the case essentially.
Most people are angry about something or detest their own humanity for example to treat others with dignity. This includes people in your own governance. This sadist need to govern over the masses in a capitalist paradise is by its very nature illusion but remains one of our greatest preoccupations
Spending more time in nature to achieve my goals lately –I am filled with many reasons for existing yet i remain an urban hermit for various reasons. Too scared to come out or whatever
I have been really pondering three courses of action. #1 Ph.D In universal theory #2 Freeman on the land and #3 My artist portfolio
I know with enough reflection and dedication if I came into the amount needed to edit my book I would be set for life. I have to have faith in the future. I like to view my book as a retirement fund rather than a shelved manuscript at this point lolz
People all around are in this so called purgatory of distraction until it comes to their presence that their time is up ...People usually live oblivious to suffering...detached from their own bodily functions for example. But one should embrace all avenues of humanity and never fear too much inside their human vision state. One thing I do know is that I am scared of finding a man I mean not many men exist with the qualities i seek so I guess I am better off on my own totally independent of coupledom hehe
One exists in all ...Where is your home? Who are you? Why are you here ? what is your career?
-I cant answer that for you but you CAN start on the path of ascension anytime
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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i get a fly we Went to a strange city on a tram and was trying to get to university really expensive city to visit dimensionally and expensive to go see man it cost me alot of money to see this place got to university and took my first course and was doing stuff on math and these people were cutting off the live legs of lizards and i thought that was disgusting and quit the course and i was talking to people in the atrium but i was like god the course was so horrific and I was having a sandwich in the atrium and A guy said I had something in my teeth and he put his hands up to my face but cutting off the live lizards legs was seriously gross. Next i wandered the same city and caught a bus to nowhere totally lost and no GPS or planet or anything I was seriously lost in a matrix and there are hundreds of thousands of miles to explore so I was trying to get my bearings and I pull out a map and I am in the middle of a city the size of my home province british Columbia . the end stop of the bus and there was trucks and trains they were hauling people on those and i didn’t want to go farther than that i wanted to explore the city some more. Met up with a guy at a restaurant next and he ordered chicken and fries and the chicken was succulent I mean amazing and we were going to go to the casino later and we shared this chicken meal we walked through a bunch of cars and the scene was a collage of reality vs fiction next i wandered to a great park and nothing happened lol
- Shaun a. Delage
